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onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
235
Hello,

A few weeks back i took 10mg of bromazolam with alcohol. The bromazolam was ground up and mixed with a bit of water. (Its not water soluble)

Would it be advisable to take more than 10mg when suiciding with SN due to this?
 
onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
235
Writing down an experience report of the effects of 10mg bromazolam with half a bottle of white wine.

It took about 30 minutes before i passed out. An hour or so in, i did wake up because of the ambulance ringing the bell. I was brought to the ER and passed out in the ambulance again. I woke up in the ER, removed the needle from my arm and left. On my way home, a stranger came inside my appartment and wanted to have sex. He pushed himself on to me but i still had just enough strength to push him away. He left angry and frustrated. I had lost my phone and went pn foot to the cops to see if they had it. Went back home and blacked out again.

My whole memory of that weekend is like grate cheese. I remember some things but a lot of black outs.
 
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