Venting i told my great aunt about my suicidal thoughts

[bluegodism]

it wasn't comfortable at all. she said that i had everything, a good financial condition and a perfect family, and asked what the reasons to think about this. i explained to her that i have depression and that i feel horrible physical and mental pain, but she didn't seem to understand... she asked what she could do and i said nothing. it's the truth after all. i don't know what i expected, no one can help me, i'm a literal lost cause.

that being said, i think i have less than a month to go. i hope so. treatment-resistant depression sucks.

 

[William01]

it wasn't comfortable at all. she said that i had everything, a good financial condition and a perfect family, and asked what the reasons to think about this. i explained to her that i have depression and that i feel horrible physical and mental pain, but she didn't seem to understand... she asked what she could do and i said nothing. it's the truth after all. i don't know what i expected, no one can help me, i'm a literal lost cause.

that being said, i think i have less than a month to go. i hope so. treatment-resistant depression sucks.

Oh I'm really sorry! I know what that feels like alright. This time of year isn't a help either. It makes me feel more depressed. Just pulled myself from bed, had to lye down for like 2 hours, no energy... this sucks bad.
I am also thinking if ending it soon.
I wish you the best with the holidays, that you get through them OK.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck in your plans, I'm not surprised by the response as so many people won't even try to understand the suffering that others go through.