i thought i could do ctb unconditionally in terrible situations.

[Knbmt]

even i didn't understand ctb . but now i know that miss the timing, it's an extension of life like hell for months and years.

 

[progeria]

I understand you, sometimes you plan suicide and don't plan anything else and then when you can't do it all things pile up

 

[FuneralCry]

The reality is that suicide really is so unnecessarily difficult in this world, and of course I get that it's so awful feeling trapped here, existence undeniably is so hellish.

 

[Livingvsdying25]

Fr fr this was a very heartbreaking realization for me in the times I was struggling the most. Back in 2019 my family hated me & my existence but I was stuck with my mom who told me everyday how much she hated me living there/being there. I knew though if I tried and failed they'd use it as reason to lock me up in a psychiatrist ward or make me homeless so... had to wait till I lived alone.

Timing really is everything and its unfortunate that when things are the worst one has to continue.

 

[Readytogo246]

Timing is a tricky variable.