I thought holidays would make me feel better

[persuasion]

I was overwhelmed with working. Now I had holiday for a week and the suicidal thoughts were very intense, daily, made up most of the time, the week went by like it's nothing, I didn't do any of the things I wanted to do. What's happening. What is the point if you hate working but also can't use the free time and only waste it with suicidal ideation. There's no escape from this hell. Now I feel even more lost and anxious.

 

[davidtorez]

Life sucks everywhere unfortunately , my only holiday i look forward to is a one way ticket to the grave