I think we are at the end and I have figured out how

[needittoend]

I had planned on using Tylenol and Benadryl and alcohol. I was hoping the Benadryl would sedate me enough that I would pass out long enough for the Tylenol to deal with my liver. But I can't lie, I have concerns about the pain of the exit. And from what I read, it may not be as effective as I want.

But today I think I found a way to maybe get some opioids. From everything I have seen when someone overdoes on opioids, they pretty much fall asleep, breathe badly but don't care until they die or are saved by naloxone. That seems like an easier way to go? Sorry I am new here, so I am probably breaking rules with this post already.

I just know I am at the end.

 

[greygoosechoose]

Sounds painful. I definitely wouldn't consider Tylenol, which is really only attacking the one organ. And unless you have a lot the opiates they also have a high likelihood of failing.

I've read a lot on the forum here, thats pretty much what people will tell you, and it's pretty much true. Even those who put in decent planning will fail because someone finds them or dosage they take is not fatal enough.

 

[Firefly.Forest]

OP - well understand your feelings. But you might want to read attached - small percentage of success rate with most combinations.

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

sanctioned-suicide.net

what are all of your thoughts/experiences with diphenhydramine (benadryl)

personally for me its a experience not for enjoyment but for curiosity and when nothing else is left ive done it a handful of times up to 1200 mg and for me its a fail safe

sanctioned-suicide.net

There are some on this forum that can detail this more for you. I wish you peace

 

[maniac116]

NOPE, VERY BAD IDEA!!!
You may wind up making your life much more complicated.
There's over 96% failure rare for all ODs & that's including opioids!
You have a much higher chance of disability than getting where you want to go.
As a retired nurse I can tell you that a Tylenol OD will land you in a psych ward, not in the ground.
I'm so sorry your life has brought you to this point.

 

[hell toupee]

NOPE, VERY BAD IDEA!!!
You may wind up making your life much more complicated.
There's over 96% failure rare for all ODs & that's including opioids!
You have a much higher chance of disability than getting where you want to go.
As a retired nurse I can tell you that a Tylenol OD will land you in a psych ward, not in the ground.
I'm so sorry your life has brought you to this point.

OP - well understand your feelings. But you might want to read attached - small percentage of success rate with most combinations.

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

sanctioned-suicide.net

what are all of your thoughts/experiences with diphenhydramine (benadryl)

personally for me its a experience not for enjoyment but for curiosity and when nothing else is left ive done it a handful of times up to 1200 mg and for me its a fail safe

sanctioned-suicide.net

There are some on this forum that can detail this more for you. I wish you peace

Isn't the failure rate for ODs a little skewed though?

Pills are easily accessible to a lot of people. And naturally you will have a lot of people who impulsively gobble down tylenol, benadryl, vicodin, anti depressants, or whatever they have on hand, OTC and prescription, and this is why the failure rate of OD is so high?

Certainly, if you have the right type of opioids or barbituates, especially when potentiated, can be a very successful way to ctb.

Don't get me wrong, I think the message is a good one - because a lot of people seem to come here wanting to try and OD on stuff that is not going to work, but I think that single digit success rate is a little skewed, or should come with an asterisk.

I guess what I'm trying to say is if you have access to a lot of methadone, high grade heroin, fentanyl, iso-whatever that guy ctb'd on recently, etc., your chances for success are way higher than single digit percentages. I almost died on methadone and I had a huge tolerance at the time.