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SpecialK

SpecialK

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Apr 15, 2019
155
Its stressful. Hope I won't puke .
 
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Stan

Stan

Factoid Hunter
Aug 29, 2019
2,589
We are here with you
 
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Passersby

Passersby

Trapped in space and time
Aug 29, 2019
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Are you in your home or hotel? If you don't want to share it's cool. Hope it's peaceful. ❤️
 
SpecialK

SpecialK

Student
Apr 15, 2019
155
It is time to drink. I will close my eyes , and drink it one shot like a shooter .
 
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SpecialK

SpecialK

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Apr 15, 2019
155
Very Salty !!!!
 
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Stan

Stan

Factoid Hunter
Aug 29, 2019
2,589
Make yourself comfortable. Fainting can come on quickly
 
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SpecialK

SpecialK

Student
Apr 15, 2019
155
I almost threw up after one sip. But after I've been able to drink it all. Heart beating fast right now .
 
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Time

Time

Looking to leave.
Nov 10, 2019
264
Safe travels, SpecialK. :heart: :hug:
 
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iceiceice722

iceiceice722

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Nov 28, 2019
20
Save journey my friend ❤️
 
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Stan

Stan

Factoid Hunter
Aug 29, 2019
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That's probably Adrenalin at work. Just rest easy now . Hoping a peaceful trip to the happy hunting grounds
 
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SpecialK

SpecialK

Student
Apr 15, 2019
155
Fast tachycardia right now
I feel drifting away . I can tell. Vision is getting blurry.
I think I will throw up
 
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FuneralMarch

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Feb 15, 2019
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Do you have a backup plan if the SN doesn't work?
 
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Ark

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Oct 18, 2019
412
If you are still reading this, if you vomit and do not plan to take a second dose it is recommended that you try to expel as much as you can and get emergency services involved. If the attempt is not going to be successful and you know that due to vomiting or whatever, it is best you completely abandon the attempt.
 
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sleepy dog

sleepy dog

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Sep 13, 2019
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If you are still reading this, if you vomit and do not plan to take a second dose it is recommended that you try to expel as much as you can and get emergency services involved. If the attempt is not going to be successful and you know that due to vomiting or whatever, it is best you completely abandon the attempt.

Getting emergency services involved? That's the worse thing that could happen.
 
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imstillhungry

imstillhungry

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Nov 19, 2019
109
I hope you're at peace now :heart:
 
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Ark

Arcanist
Oct 18, 2019
412
Uhg. Does anyone actually read the guides posted everywhere? I don't want to hijack the thread but yes, most recommend if your attempt is destined to fail get freaking help so you don't freaking suffer. I am sorry but the amount of resources available to us is amazing with PPEH, EI, SW. Yet people still don't read them or at least don't need the advice for some reason.

@SpecialK If it it's going how you want I hope you find the peace you deserve. But if it goes wrong, and you are suffering, get help.

You have my support no matter what.
 
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Loner

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Jun 16, 2019
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I wonder what is going on right now... sending you peace and love SpecialK. :heart:
 
ninthhokage

ninthhokage

Member
Nov 8, 2019
82
I hope he was able to find peace... ❤️
 
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TearyEyedQueen

In the wrong timeline
Nov 14, 2019
366
I hope you're in a better place.
 
Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
Sending you lots of love and peace. :heart:
Uhg. Does anyone actually read the guides posted everywhere? I don't want to hijack the thread but yes, most recommend if your attempt is destined to fail get freaking help so you don't freaking suffer. I am sorry but the amount of resources available to us is amazing with PPEH, EI, SW. Yet people still don't read them or at least don't need the advice for some reason.

@SpecialK If it it's going how you want I hope you find the peace you deserve. But if it goes wrong, and you are suffering, get help.

You have my support no matter what.

To be fair, people that have puked have also died. There's also others that have another serving of SN to make sure they pass after vomiting.
 
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okaoki

okaoki

last
Aug 4, 2018
251
i hope you're at peace now safe journey
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
701
safe and peaceful travels
 
Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
I'm sorry you reached this point. I see this thread a bit too late. Safe journey, may you find peace :heart::hug:
 

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