I think this is really it... I'm finally CTB'ing soon

[LigottiSchopenhauer]

I'm a 27, almost 28 year old virgin who has never been in a relationship. I came close three times, but M***** and D**** and S*** each broke my heart on three separate occasions. I guess I still respect each of them enough to omit their full names.

I'm also an unemployed alcoholic who binge eats almost as much as I binge drink. There have been a lot of times in the past where I've felt that my life was at an end, but this time I actually have a reliable method at my disposal: a .44 magnum handgun that I'm gonna aim straight at my brainstem soon.

I want to thank everyone who I've talked to in this forum. You all have helped me and made me feel better than any therapist ever could. I wish you all the best.

 

[niki wonoto]

Being rejected by girls can be very painful, frustrating, & even depressing (many of us here in this forum should have already known about this)

I can't even imagine the pain (mentally) you must have felt especially for still being a "28 year old virgin" as a guy, especially in today's society where (sadly) sex & even 'body counts' seems to be glorified as if it's a prized trophy & pride

"Reality is often disappointing" - even Thanos said this famously

Best of luck for you... no judgement at all here, because at least I can somewhat understand & empathize with your pain

 

[Michelstaedter]

I would never like to tell someone, "Yeah, sure, die if you think that's the best thing to do," because I understand the suffering that leads you to that, and also that life in this society is as disposable as a red cup at a teen party.
So, the only thing I can tell you, and I say this honestly, is that I understand the shitty feeling of never having a girlfriend, or friends, or having them drift away, or you've pushed them away. I'm the same about unemployment, too; I've never had a formal job and I'm a porn addict, so it's like I'm talking to myself, and so I'm not going to lie. I can only wish you the best and that your decision brings you peace. If you decide to live, I hope you can endure and find good times, even if they are few, but if you decide otherwise, it hurts me, because for me, it's as if someone with emotions similar to mine did it because they couldn't bear it anymore. So I hope you can be at peace and very calm about it.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I hope you find your peace, too, whether you go through with it, or not.