I think ive finally hit the acceptance stage. Now just to come up with a plan to ctb.

[MicropBaldCurrycel]

I mean ive always been suicidal but it was like phases , 50 percent sure, very sure with doubts, hesitation , worry, fear , over thinking.

Today in my thoughts i just feel I "Know" this is whats going to happen.

for the first time there isnt any doubts or fears.

its just calm acceptance.

it took a long time and alot of mental fights within to accept this.

now im unafraid and no worries at all.

this is going to happen, it feels calm sort of numb but much better than having doubts and fears.

now i need to assess and think of the method.

love u all friends.

 

[MsMaudlin]

I'm just reaching the calm stage myself, sending you love

❤

 

[WorthlessTrash]

I'm approaching the acceptance stage myself. Going to hopefully write my suicide note this weekend.

 

[lostmyacc]

For me it's been non stop for neigh on 4-5 months now of wanting to die everyday.


I think something like a mental hospital for a year is only real viable solution and i don't wanna do this

 

[Slimetae]

Yep I've accepted my state as well also planning

 

[thelocalmoon]

I've reached the acceptance stage as well. It feels like I should be feeling some type of emotion leaving people behind, but I guess i feel like its unimportant, just a side effect of what will happen i guess?

 

[FuneralCry]

I can imagine that it must be a relief to have no more fears. I am at peace with the thought of dying, in fact death is all I look forward to as it is the end of all my pain, only I am trapped in this world because of limited access to methods. I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you and I wish you relief from suffering in whatever happens.

 

[iwanttohugthetrees]

was a day of acceptance for me too
feels odd,but at the same time calming

 

[Intelligent_Panic99]

I'm there too but I did it backwards and have the plan ready to go. I picked the day (so I have time to get my ducks in a row) and have been counting down but today is the first day I realize I am actually going to do it. It makes me unbelievably sad but strangely excited. 58 days to go