iLikeFrogs
Most likely dissociating
- May 5, 2023
- 139
I know that recovery has it's ups and downs but I'm scared all the progress I've made in psych is getting thrown out of the window. It's mostly my mother's fault- I'm stuck in my family home and can't get away, which means I have to deal with my abusive mother. I know she's ill but she refuses to go to the psych since "she knows how to cope" and "I'm fine" and doesn't realise that the things she's doing to us are wrong. I'm far more irritable since my meds changed and all we do is argue. She said she'll change but after a week she was again her abusive self. I got into alcohol and selfharm again and had suicidal thoughts again. I wanted to give myself like 10 years before I'll ctb but I'm not sure if I'll make it to 2025.
