Venting I think I'm on the verge of losing my feelings?

[meiherasayuri]

Lately I feel nothing. Now I feel nothing, even though everything has gone to shit. I feel nothing but pain? But that's all I feel. Lately the pain has gone, but I feel like an empty, hollow shell. Have I lost my humanity? Or am I so shocked that my feelings have vanished?
I hate this. The pain remains, but my feelings disappear more and more

 

[Hollowman]

I've been emotionally numbed out for years, it's hell. I'm sorry you're experiencing it.

 

[ButterflySucideBaby]

Anhedonia. It can be blitheringly bad, or mild, temporary, or last for years.