I think im doing it

[KadathianStr1d3r]

Can't take anymore of this pain. I'll become trues atoms soon enough. Walking right now mountains. God method in pocket. Wish me luck.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans. I hope you find the peace you are looking for and freedom from suffering.

 

[KadathianStr1d3r]

I wish you the best with your plans. I hope you find the peace you are looking for and freedom from suffering.

Your vocal good deeds will be passed on to the atomic messiah. Farewell

 

[NormaJeane]

You can write to me about it. I wish you the best.

 

[KadathianStr1d3r]

It's so quiet.

 

[fox_wannabe]

Can't take anymore of this pain. I'll become trues atoms soon enough. Walking right now mountains. God method in pocket. Wish me luck.

God method? Atomic messiah? What do you mean? Also wish you peace

 

[KadathianStr1d3r]

God method? Atomic messiah? What do you mean? Also wish you peace

Firearm. Atomic messiah being the theory of relativity and the general unconscious rules of the universe. I'm sitting here alone, survival instincts are begging with me, making pleas and last option resolutions. I'm trying my best here. May take some time

 

[fox_wannabe]

Firearm. Atomic messiah being the theory of relativity and the general unconscious rules of the universe. I'm sitting here alone, survival instincts are begging with me, making pleas and last option resolutions. I'm trying my best here. May take some time

Nobody here is rushing you and nobody is waiting for you to die. Are you sure you want to end it?

 

[PeacefulTonic]

If you decide to go through with it, I wish you safe travels. If you can even see the tiniest amount of light at the end of the tunnel, it may be worth holding off until there's absolutely zero hope left

 

[KadathianStr1d3r]

Nobody here is rushing you and nobody is waiting for you to die. Are you sure you want to end it?

I tried to practice blowing my brains out with an empty gun but even that's hard. It's like your body is forced into becoming a scared animal that suddenly realizes its trapped in a cruel claw contraption, just how human are we really when the sudden act of dying appears right under our very temples? Yes or no, maybe dying is for the better.

 

[fox_wannabe]

I tried to practice blowing my brains out with an empty gun but even that's hard. It's like your body is forced into becoming a scared animal that suddenly realizes its trapped in a cruel claw contraption, just how human are we really when the sudden act of dying appears right under our very temples? Yes or no, maybe dying is for the better.

It his hard, but does not mean you should do It, are you sure you are hopeless? Have you thought this through?

 

[marinekiwi]

I'm sorry you're suffering this much. That place sure seems solitary and peaceful. Wish you can decide the best option for you there. Take your time, do not rush it.

 

[KadathianStr1d3r]

I fuckinghate myself for taking these stupid pictures

 

[ContinuousJump]

I tried to practice blowing my brains out with an empty gun but even that's hard. It's like your body is forced into becoming a scared animal

I know that place and I'm so sorry.

I fuckinghate myself for taking these stupid pictures

Why?

 

[KadathianStr1d3r]

I know that place and I'm so sorry.

Why?

It raining bad here. Saw somebody. A lady with her dogs . Can't do it. Cant kill myself

The atomic father or God must have spoken right now.

 

[ContinuousJump]

Can't do it. Cant kill myself

That's ok! Please be patient with yourself. Please treat yourself gently and with kindness. If it's meant to happen... it'll happen when the time is right.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Can't do it. Can't kill myself.

Hey....you have obviously been through a lot and you are trying something that takes more bravery than most things. That said, give yourself a break. Go home, do something nice for yourself and get some rest. You deserve it.

 

[KadathianStr1d3r]

Hey....you have obviously been through a lot and you are trying something that takes more bravery than most things. That said, give yourself a break. Go home, do something nice for yourself and get some rest. You deserve it.

I'm sure you're right. Thanks

Last picture I promise guys

 

[Beeper]

I'm sure you're right. Thanks
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Last picture I promise guys

Those are some great pictures. I hope you have a peaceful evening.

 

[KadathianStr1d3r]

Last one. So anyone who know the place will know that I was here. Peace everyone.

 

[marinekiwi]

Wonderful place to meet oneself!

 

[PeacefulTonic]

There's no rush, you can post as many pics as you'd like

 

[ContinuousJump]

Atomic messiah being the theory of relativity and the general unconscious rules of the universe.

I still don't exactly follow... Can you say more? I'm interested. Is there any way by which "that" can help you with the present difficulties?

Also, it might be helpful to practice-rehearse those difficult emotions-thoughts you were just having. Although painful, really "feeling the feelings" can help one get in touch with what's going on.

 

[Idontrecognizemyself]

You chose a beautiful location,thank you for sharing your pictures with us. You have an eye for stunning photos, I would love to see if you have/ take any more. Wishing you peace this evening. Exiting from an attempt is such a hard walk of shame. Rest, recuperate, regroup. We will always be here to listen.