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1mm0lat3

1mm0lat3

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Nov 15, 2025
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I originally planned a date, but I'm just at my limit. I just want eternal peace. No more worries, no more overthinking, no more trauma, etc. I'm not meant for this fucking world. Never wanted to be a part of it, especially knowing what has happened throughout my shitty life.
I've made it this far and it's not going to get better anymore. I plan to do CO, but if I somehow survive that, I bought some rope for FSH. >.>
 
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PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
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Sorry life has brought you to this.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I just want peace from this cruel, torturous existence as well, I've also never wished for any of this, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

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Jul 3, 2025
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I originally planned a date, but I'm just at my limit. I just want eternal peace. No more worries, no more overthinking, no more trauma, etc. I'm not meant for this fucking world. Never wanted to be a part of it, especially knowing what has happened throughout my shitty life.
I've made it this far and it's not going to get better anymore. I plan to do CO, but if I somehow survive that, I bought some rope for FSH. >.>
I'm so sorry. I wish I could also just say fuck it i have enough and just die finally but unfortunately i dont live alone so I must prepare everything which is so exhausting anyways i wish you eternal freedom. :)
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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