I tested "N" from D.

[Starchaser]

Right on, im so very sorry that we have come to this point in life. Just had my last meal, Prime Rib and Lobster, it was amazing. I have a six pack of beer to enjoy tonight, then tomorrow at 10pm im taking N. I also got a bottle of Baileys Irish cream to sip after taking N to help the taste.

Hope to see you on the other side! I dont know you, but I love you.

I thought so! I knew it was a while—wasn't he missing part of his fingers to boot? God, I loved him! That chiseled chin and cheekbones! Swoooooon! His demise was tragic. Like us. Like this site.

I got tinnitus and hyperacusis (I can pm more about this) and my life ended a year ago. My corpse has been living in agony for my kids for a year. I keep trying things, only to have them fail and I fall deeper into despair. My family deserves better and I am devastated and terrified but I cannot be this broken albatross much longer. So I went and got the same stuff you have, and am preparing to use it. I also have SN but I can't be blue or have 20 minutes to think about what I'm about to do. I keep saying, "one minute of grossness and despair and three minutes of increased sleepiness until peace.

I wish we connected earlier too. Why do all the good eggs get the shitty luck??

As someone that want/need to CTB because of illness, I identified myself with you guys...
Is so sad that life is forcing us to do it, I also have Tinnitus, caused by meniere's disease!

I will be lighting candles for you tomorrow too @BigGimpin .... Hoping the best for both of you!
May you rest in peace.

 

[LeavingEarly]

I did a sample dose of N from D last night around 11pm, took around 2ml. Its 12pm the next day and I just woke up, OMG it was GLORIOUS! I had not slep in 7 days.

Tomorrow April 5th I will join my Layne Staley and Kurt Cobain. Its been a rough road and I am ready for it to end.

What country did you order from?

 

[BigGimpin]

What country did you order from?

USA, California to be precise. I ordered it one day, and it arrived the next! really fast.

 

[LeavingEarly]

USA, California to be precise. I ordered it one day, and it arrived the next! really fast.

Wow thats fast. From D?

 

[Funeralprincess]

Update:

I just woke up after 13h knocked the fucked out.
I had some ultra-vivid dreams, I mean, they looked like hallucinations on my dreams, they were more than vivid, I can't really explain, I took +1.5ML before the 1.5ML I took before because I wans't convinced.

But I gotta say this shit can put a bear down EASILY, like 30 or 50x heavier than benzos.


I took some drops, then I put 1.5ML from syringe + 1 ML + 0.5~0.7ML... I definitely proved the taste and It just taste like bad medicine.
I swallowed it all.
It's really not big deal

Yeah, I think so, I'm also not pretending to use it now, I will keep it for 2~5 years at least (since i'm not pretending to use now), I've read that if the liquid still clear and okay, then it has no problems, If it's bad, it will be pasteurized or milky (i'm tending to believe on that)

I'm the most paranoid mf'er on earth and I believed that kind of thing too, thats why I made all the necessary tests, and I'm 100% sure this is some calmant for bears or lions, no FUCKING way this is cyanide or lead poison, i'm much more peaceful now, the tests were promising and gave me no doubt this is barbs.


Anyway, any other questions, I would be glad to answer.
That's it.

How are you storing your N? Also did the top just go back on after you broke the seal? My top is a bit loose because I dropped a bottle (it didn't break) but now I'm worried.

 

[Lost Magic]

How are you storing your N? Also did the top just go back on after you broke the seal? My top is a bit loose because I dropped a bottle (it didn't break) but now I'm worried.

put your N bottle in an airtight container.

 

[jk9761]

how much did you pay in dollars. thanks.