I tested "N" from D.

[raghu1977]

In my opinion: people died with much less than 5g in the past, when barbiturites were a party drug, Marilyn Monroe also likely died with 4g of it, so, maybe we're just overkilling here for too much of the fear or failing (which is totally understandable)

This! 1000x this!

 

[gottago222]

how did you extract it from the bottle. did you fully break the seal or use a needle syringe.
i want to do a sleep test but dont have needle syringes n not sure how i can reseal it properly for future use

 

[Smart No More]

how did you extract it from the bottle. did you fully break the seal or use a needle syringe.
i want to do a sleep test but dont have needle syringes n not sure how i can reseal it properly for future use

The only way to do that is with a syringe. Opening it and exposing it to air is going to start it off and then trapping air in the bottle even if you seal it will add to its degradation.

 

[Polar_tye]

Bump

 

[drowning]

could you please pm the source of the test?

 

[rainbowrays]

When did you get your N? just curious if it was recent like me

What does "N" and "D" mean?

 

[TheresNoDoOver333]

Hi folks.

So, I just tested the N, from "D" and it accused BARBITURITES on the drug test.

The bottle is brown-ish, and the liquid is 100% clear (like water)

I also tested the taste, and I gotta say, it's shitty but it's pretty bearable, it reminds me a bitter syroup with weak pure vodka.
I could drink 1L of this, so, don't get too pessimistic about the taste.

The after taste is really curious, it sticks on your throat.

I took 1.5ML of the thing, and I'm just a little relaxed and a feeling of dizziness, not sure if worked too well btw
Also, the "N" is hermetically sealed from the factory.

Conclusion: The thing sounds 100% legit and the taste isn't too bad as they say.

@thisplaceisaprison

 

[enau]

same, it would be very helpful for me if @Starchaser agree to pm the source of the test.Im'on my way for N.
And i will take a bottle for testing (well maybe not 5 x) )

 

[Smart No More]

same, it would be very helpful for me if @Starchaser agree to pm the source of the test.Im'on my way for N.
And i will take a bottle for testing (well maybe not 5 x) )

Can you elaborate? It's not entirely clear what you're aiming to say.

 

[endofdays]

I'm new here but mail reason for joining is looking to source N. I have terminal diagnosis and need a way out. I've tried various places but they all see to be scams. Getting desperate for a valid source. I am not too sure how this works. Any advice greatfully recieved.
I'm in the UK if that makes any difference.

 

[Smart No More]

I'm new here but mail reason for joining is looking to source N. I have terminal diagnosis and need a way out. I've tried various places but they all see to be scams. Getting desperate for a valid source. I am not too sure how this works. Any advice greatfully recieved.
I'm in the UK if that makes any difference.

Have a read of the resources mega thread. If you're terminal/diagnosed you can buy the peaceful pill handbook from exit International for around 50gbp which contains a legitimate source for vetinary N. The same source can be found in the copy downloadable in the resources megathread but there have been scams in the past where the contact info is edited very slightly in order to reroute buyers to a scammer. It's proved to be legitimate lately but there is always a chance for that to happen so if you can, veryify it eith somebody privately when you find it. It's best to keep any detailed info on methods of procurement, shipping/packaging, payment and contact details off the public forum boards. Many new members have overlooked this sensibility.

As you're new you won't have private message or forum search privileges yet. Interact with the forum a little and you will get it after a certain amount of time here. Doesn't take long. Time online is a factor as well as post count I think.

In the meantime may consider setting up a separate email address with a privacy centric provider. Most use proton mail. If you look below the bottom of this thrrad you'll see similar threads suggested. You may find useful info in those.

 

[wanttogetonthebus]

Update:

I just woke up after 13h knocked the fucked out.
I had some ultra-vivid dreams, I mean, they looked like hallucinations on my dreams, they were more than vivid, I can't really explain, I took +1.5ML before the 1.5ML I took before because I wans't convinced.

But I gotta say this shit can put a bear down EASILY, like 30 or 50x heavier than benzos.


I took some drops, then I put 1.5ML from syringe + 1 ML + 0.5~0.7ML... I definitely proved the taste and It just taste like bad medicine.
I swallowed it all.
It's really not big deal

Yeah, I think so, I'm also not pretending to use it now, I will keep it for 2~5 years at least (since i'm not pretending to use now), I've read that if the liquid still clear and okay, then it has no problems, If it's bad, it will be pasteurized or milky (i'm tending to believe on that)

I'm the most paranoid mf'er on earth and I believed that kind of thing too, thats why I made all the necessary tests, and I'm 100% sure this is some calmant for bears or lions, no FUCKING way this is cyanide or lead poison, i'm much more peaceful now, the tests were promising and gave me no doubt this is barbs.


Anyway, any other questions, I would be glad to answer.
That's it.

Were the dreams you experienced unpleasant? Did they make any kind of sense or was it very different from normal dreaming? I'd hope that if I took a CTB level dosage of N that I would go quickly unconscious and wouldn't dream at all.

 

[Starchaser]

Were the dreams you experienced unpleasant? Did they make any kind of sense or was it very different from normal dreaming? I'd hope that if I took a CTB level dosage of N that I would go quickly unconscious and wouldn't dream at all.

No, they weren't unpleasant.
But I got operated once (cirurgically) and I got general anesthesia, and the unconsciousness is pretty different from sleeping.

unconsciousness = you don't dream, you don't remember and you don't see the time passing by
I think at a Overdose of Nembutal, we get unconsciousness, so you just black out

 

[wanttogetonthebus]

No, they weren't unpleasant.
But I got operated once (cirurgically) and I got general anesthesia, and the unconsciousness is pretty different from sleeping.

unconsciousness = you don't dream, you don't remember and you don't see the time passing by
I think at a Overdose of Nembutal, we get unconsciousness, so you just black out

Thank you so much for your answer and also for sharing your surgery experience! I've personally never had surgery or an anesthetic before so it really helps me know what to expect and reassures me hearing from other people.

 

[Lost Magic]

You know what, I'm gonna lose weight for the summer, enjoy some of it and end the year a lighter new me to make sure I kill my fucking self with this N lol

 

[BigGimpin]

I did a sample dose of N from D last night around 11pm, took around 2ml. Its 12pm the next day and I just woke up, OMG it was GLORIOUS! I had not slep in 7 days.

Tomorrow April 5th I will join my Layne Staley and Kurt Cobain. Its been a rough road and I am ready for it to end.

 

[BrokenBliss]

I did a sample dose of N from D last night around 11pm, took around 2ml. Its 12pm the next day and I just woke up, OMG it was GLORIOUS! I had not slep in 7 days.

Tomorrow April 5th I will join my Layne Staley and Kurt Cobain. Its been a rough road and I am ready for it to end.

Wow. Knowing of your difficulties, that is amazing. I am so sad to hear your plan, but coming from my own issues with neuropathic pain that brought me to the same decision as you, I understand completely. If there's something afterwards, please come say hi to me when I arrive. We can rejoice in our mutual freedom from that wretched tyrant.

 

[Cathy Ames]

I did a sample dose of N from D last night around 11pm, took around 2ml. Its 12pm the next day and I just woke up, OMG it was GLORIOUS! I had not slep in 7 days.

Tomorrow April 5th I will join my Layne Staley and Kurt Cobain. Its been a rough road and I am ready for it to end.

I'm glad you were able to get some good, restful sleep while you were still in this life.

 

[Smart No More]

@BigGimpin Thanks for sharing. Did you notice nausea on waking up? @Starchaser mentioned waking up and vomiting from 3ml I think. I know everyone's different but I'm still curious to know.

 

[BigGimpin]

@BigGimpin Thanks for sharing. Did you notice nausea on waking up? @Starchaser mentioned waking up and vomiting from 3ml I think. I know everyone's different but I'm still curious to know.

None not all all, feel fine. I will say that everyone is spot on about the taste, Holy shit! Its like gasoline mixed with whiskey, and that was only taking a few MlL the 100ml is going to be rough!

 

[Smart No More]

None not all all, feel fine. I will say that everyone is spot on about the taste, Holy shit! Its like gasoline mixed with whiskey, and that was only taking a few MlL the 100ml is going to be rough!

If only powder N was still available! Much less liquid and no extra additives to add further to the taste. I don't mind having to drink something that tastes bad. It's more the volume of bad tasting stuff. For a healthy person without any digestive problems it's not such a huge amount but for some of us with significant health issues it really is quite a challenge. 50ml or even 100ml would be so much more achievable. I keep my fingers crossed that the powder will show up again one day before my time comes. The last time it showed up (like a month or two ago (seller named cindicator) the seller vanished all of a sudden before anyone could purchase it. I was poised and ready for someone to verify its legitimacy but alas, it never happened.

 

[Starchaser]

I did a sample dose of N from D last night around 11pm, took around 2ml. Its 12pm the next day and I just woke up, OMG it was GLORIOUS! I had not slep in 7 days.

Tomorrow April 5th I will join my Layne Staley and Kurt Cobain. Its been a rough road and I am ready for it to end.

Wishing the best for you, mate!

 

[BigGimpin]

"Down in a hole and I don't know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
You don't understand who they thought
I was supposed to be
Look at me now a man
Who won't let himself be
Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, losin' my soul
I'd like to fly, but my wings have been so denied…."

HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is my song, my anthem and has been for YEARS, in fact it is playing RIGHT NOW!

What a trip man! Do you know me? lol

I am doing 200, just not all at once in case I puke, so two 100's in a row.

 

[BrokenBliss]

I am doing 200, just not all at once in case I puke, so two 100's in a row.

Be careful with that. Unconsciousness comes very quickly.

 

[BigGimpin]

Be careful with that. Unconsciousness comes very quickly.

I just thought it would be easier to down 2 shots in a row, rather than one BIG one? No real waiting time in between.

 

[BrokenBliss]

I just thought it would be easier to down 2 shots in a row, rather than one BIG one? No real waiting time in between.

Got it. Just a heads-up.

 

[BigGimpin]

Thanks for looking out for me BB, you have been a huge help and cant thank you enough.

 

[BigGimpin]

They didn't find Layne for days… a week?

It was actually 2 weeks! He is 6'1" and weighed 80 pounds! They found him with a needle full ready to go. The coroner had to backdate his time of death to the 5th.

I'm chugging the 200 ml because I fear passing out before I could get to a second glass. I'm hoping meto keeps the pukes away.

I dont have any meto, but being paralyzed from the chest down makes it REALLY hard to puke because I dont have stomach muscles.

When are you planning to go?

Like I died when I got injured

What is your injury?

Really cool connecting with you, sorry we did meet earlier, feel like I know you LOL

 

[HardCore]

Hi folks.

So, I just tested the N, from "D" and it accused BARBITURITES on the drug test.

The bottle is brown-ish, and the liquid is 100% clear (like water)

I also tested the taste, and I gotta say, it's shitty but it's pretty bearable, it reminds me a bitter syroup with weak pure vodka.
I could drink 1L of this, so, don't get too pessimistic about the taste.

The after taste is really curious, it sticks on your throat.

I took 1.5ML of the thing, and I'm just a little relaxed and a feeling of dizziness, not sure if worked too well btw
Also, the "N" is hermetically sealed from the factory.

Conclusion: The thing sounds 100% legit and the taste isn't too bad as they say.

Friend where did you download the PPH manual to get the contact email? They say that not everyone has reliable email. I want to download a secure PPH.

 

[BigGimpin]

I thought so! I knew it was a while—wasn't he missing part of his fingers to boot? God, I loved him! That chiseled chin and cheekbones! Swoooooon! His demise was tragic. Like us. Like this site.

I got tinnitus and hyperacusis (I can pm more about this) and my life ended a year ago. My corpse has been living in agony for my kids for a year. I keep trying things, only to have them fail and I fall deeper into despair. My family deserves better and I am devastated and terrified but I cannot be this broken albatross much longer. So I went and got the same stuff you have, and am preparing to use it. I also have SN but I can't be blue or have 20 minutes to think about what I'm about to do. I keep saying, "one minute of grossness and despair and three minutes of increased sleepiness until peace.

I wish we connected earlier too. Why do all the good eggs get the shitty luck??

Right on, im so very sorry that we have come to this point in life. Just had my last meal, Prime Rib and Lobster, it was amazing. I have a six pack of beer to enjoy tonight, then tomorrow at 10pm im taking N. I also got a bottle of Baileys Irish cream to sip after taking N to help the taste.

Hope to see you on the other side! I dont know you, but I love you.