I sometimes feel ungrateful

[NoPunIntended]

When I read all the peoples stories on here, I kinda feel bad, because most people on here were dealing with trauma and severe physical illnesses. I for myself have no chronic pain or illness. I'm completely healthy, grew up in a healthy, wealthy family, I have great friends and even though I messed up university, I still have a stable job in software developement. I feel like I shouldnt be depressed like that, but still, I think of CTBing almost daily, I hate my life, I hate myself. Its mostly because I cant imagine myself a good future. I hate being single, I never had a gf and probably wont have. I feel like worthless trash and I'm unhappy even though life has given me so much. Its nasty

 

[ilied]

it is no sign of health to be well adjusted in a profoundly sick society.

 

[lost_ange2211]

Don't compare yourself with others, or your story with other stories. There is a reason why you are on here and you obviously have your problems with life too.

All of us struggle with different parts or ways of life. So your feelings and thoughts are just as valid as anyone else's.