Venting I sincerely desire to die.

[Dara Argith]

I took a number of benadryl the other night. I heard amazing music in my mind.
I wish it was easier to ctb

 

[FuneralCry]

I also wish it's easier to free ourselves from this existence on our own terms, I find it dreadful how it's so difficult to die, suicide really shouldn't be so unnecessarily difficult.

 

[IWishToDie]

I took a number of benadryl the other night. I heard amazing music in my mind.
I wish it was easier to ctb

I keep repeating, "I will drink the drink" everytime I think about suicide, instead of making a gun-finger gesture and imagining blowing my head through. Conditioning myself for Sodium N.