I should leave this forum

[Painless_end]

Hi. Cpuld I ask a question? I see the term 'neet' used and can't work out what it refers too. I know you're not referring to tidiness or smartness ha. Could you enlighten me? :)

Not in Education or Employment or Training

Basically a person not doing anything that would contribute to personal income in present in future

 

[Smart No More]

Not in Education or Employment or Training

Basically a person not doing anything that would contribute to personal income in present in future

Thank you.

People can be too hard on themselves sometimes.

 

[Insomniac]

I get it.

Just wanted to say that if sometimes people on this forum can make it seem like it's a light/unselfish decision (to commit suicide), It's because in the real world, we aren't given that option at all (to die with dignity). so it's normal that people here don't restrain themselves regarding their opinion. If there weren't so much censorship irl, people here wouldn't sound so "unbalanced" or "biased" against prolifers.

People irl have a terrifyingly unbalanced opinion about suicide. "Suicide bad".

 

[TriggerHappy]

"The aim of life is to live it intensely, to be fully born, to be fully awake. To be able to love life, and yet to accept death without terror; to tolerate uncertainty about the most important questions with which life confronts us — and yet to have faith in our thought and feeling, inasmuch as they are truly ours.
To to be able to accept the paradox :: emerge from the ideas of infantile grandiosity into the conviction of one's real though limited strength..."

:: Erich Fromm​

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Goodbye friend and good luck.
May you have the ultimate in wish-fulfillment, wonder...
XMIguel // Trigger

 

[Seafoam]

I love reading your posts. Do what you have to do to get by. We won't judge ❤

 

[TriggerHappy]

I love reading your posts. Do what you have to do to get by. We won't judge ❤

Whaaaat?!
Of course we will judge, you muthfuckn bastard!
We think you mad, you stupid, you can't grow n change...
(No seriously, I understand, I trust and believe in you...)
How can u leave us, why daahlink why?!!
We just gonna miss you, know that.
As I say :: giving up heroin is easy, losing u guys is so damn hard...

 

[Marktheghost]

Welcome back.

 

[OneLastHit]

I do not want this forum to weigh on my decision If I want to go or stay. It was nice to meet you all. It is possibly too much of responsibility to take my own life. I will know when to die when time comes. There is no need for me to resent life more than I need to. I have no idea If I can improve my life. And If I even know what should my life look like.

I will for now log off. I am still not sure If I should completely disable my account.

Nice, wish you all the best

 

[fox_wannabe]

Nice, wish you all the best

I ma actually still here thank you anyways <3

 

[JakeFlake]

I just joined, so I don't know who you are, but it seems like you're quite likeable. So...I hope we get to see each other around here? :)

 

[WorthlessTrash]

You cant quit this place. This place can only quit you.

 

[fox_wannabe]

You cant quit this place. This place can only quit you.

Don't do this to me XD

I just joined, so I don't know who you are, but it seems like you're quite likeable. So...I hope we get to see each other around here? :)

Oh, It is probably my profile picture hahaha
Thanks and we probably will

 

[TriggerHappy]

Well yeah @fox_wannabe :: as an ancient soul myself (I joined pretty much a few months before you :: remember it well that happy day I dug my gun out from safekeeping to use on myself for my birthday - didn't. Got horribly drunk & high -& don't remember much more. To this day no idea how I scarred my face this way..)
I digress :: but with a lesson; my friend. My suicide plan fell to pieces when I fell in love / formed a suicide pact with someone on this forum / &then when they changed their mind... left me with nothing. I lie :: a seven a day syringe habit; a move to the city location where I wanted to take my life (not a bad thing I know) / half a sprayed gold pocket book of blood-flecked poetry that will work as my suicide note. I've torn out the dealer /rentboy /bribable cops page. Not sure of my purpose anymore.
Please beware of other people; making plans is maybe clever (tho I have lost a few friends to 'unplanned suicidal action") but not a guarantee things will happen (u know wot I mean).
Oh jesus f☆ck me gently :: I'm back.
Broken just the way you recognise.
I fell in love and kinda faded from this forum. Now I'm back and I'm again an untrusted /mistrusted stranger (even to myself). F☆ckn idiot I am.
I have a new boyfriend and love is incredible /incredibly difficult (he asks everytime if I'm high -I'm always high- ) but professes not to care.. ugh.
I gave away my gun for khat. But will get it back. Like my plan & purpose (maybe not so much my self control).
A man of means; motive and ambition
Today I start a plan. Again.

 

[fox_wannabe]

@TriggerHappy I never have seen you here as mistrusted. Maybe a bit edgy but only because of your pfp. I have no plans for now. I am not suicidal. Maybe just depressed from time to time.