I got really fucking drunk yesterday at a person's birthday party and there were paramedics called. I don't want to get into the details of what happened but its daytime now and I really regret it. I think I ruined the birthday for everyone and now everyone will hate me. God I just want this suffering to end. I am a horrible horrible person. I deserve to die.
04k1ey
New Member
- Oct 16, 2025
- 2
I think the important thing here is that you regret it and weren't intentionally trying to ruin anything. So long as you apologise they can surely forgive you, right?
I apologized, but they saw the message three hours ago and still no response. I am not sure what to do. This is probably going to be the catalyst for my impending suicide and I don't really know what to do lmfao.
The Hermit
🧿
- Sep 6, 2024
- 232
Were you hurt/unresponsive or do you think you hurt someone else while intoxicated?
If it just happened yesterday, your friends/host(?) might just need time and space and might not be ready to respond yet.
But I totally understand what you're feeling right now - the overwhelm, the shame, the fear.
If it just happened yesterday, your friends/host(?) might just need time and space and might not be ready to respond yet.
But I totally understand what you're feeling right now - the overwhelm, the shame, the fear.
I didnt hurt anyone else, I just tried jumping off the balcony lol whilst drunk apparently and some people had to hold me back
Yeah it just happened yesterday. I feel so fucking bad
Cosmophobic
Experienced
- Aug 10, 2025
- 224
A friend of a friend of mine once took acid for the first time at my friend's house. He took a shit in the hallway and ran out of the house and up the road naked. They're still good friends but I think they had a week or two to process things before they spoke again.
All this to say don't be too hard on yourself. There's a good chance everything will work itself out.
All this to say don't be too hard on yourself. There's a good chance everything will work itself out.
