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LoveIsLonely

LoveIsLonely

Not Living Just Killing Time
Apr 14, 2026
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I was supposed to CTB back in June but my lawyer took too long with my estate planning and I missed the date and I found some dumb cope reasons to stay alive. During my spiral I gave away a ton of concert tickets because ideally I wouldn't have the chance to attend. Tonight was one of the many shows. My Chemical Romance with Jimmy Eat World opening. Both bands were doing album plays and it was supposed to be a special night since I would have gone with my ex who is the love of my life. I don't know what I regret more; not going to the show or not killing myself when I wanted to.
 
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