minogun

minogun

Using a translator
Oct 20, 2024
16
I went to Lima to look for N and visited all the shops listed on the pph, but they all turned me down. I didn't know what else to do, so I just went back home. I realized that to catch the bus successfully, getting the right information quickly is really important. That's why I joined this site. I'll keep looking for ways to move forward.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Personally I really wish I had that method, I wish Nembutal is accessible for me as it's all that would bring me peace from suffering. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find what you search for.
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
568
It's probably a bad idea to go to the shops listen in PPH. Too popular by now. Did you not try any others?
 
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minogun

minogun

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Oct 20, 2024
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Personally I really wish I had that method, I wish Nembutal is accessible for me as it's all that would bring me peace from suffering. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find what you search for.
I'm also focused on finding N. Honestly, I'm not sure if I have the courage to try anything else. I've looked into SN on this site, but it takes longer to pass out than I expected, so I'm not sure if I can go through with it. I hope you can achieve what you want as well.
It's probably a bad idea to go to the shops listen in PPH. Too popular by now. Did you not try any others?
I didn't expect things to change so quickly. The city felt really unfamiliar, and I didn't have much information to go on, so trying something new felt tough. On top of that, the firm rejections from store employees really discouraged me.
 
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darkenmydoorstep

Not Waving But Browned Off….
Sep 27, 2023
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I went to Lima to look for N and visited all the shops listed on the pph, but they all turned me down. I didn't know what else to do, so I just went back home. I realized that to catch the bus successfully, getting the right information quickly is really important. That's why I joined this site. I'll keep looking for ways to move forward.
Stories like this are so disheartening (just how it is, glad you told us). If I went there from UK it would cost me so much money. I'd rack up a massive c/c debt for absolutely fuck all. It's so depressing, isn't it?
How do we get what we want, what every sane adult should be entitled to. Just boils my piss.
That said, think the other place in Peru (Cuzco?) is meant to be easier. Lima being the capital n that.
 
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minogun

minogun

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Oct 20, 2024
16
Stories like this are so disheartening (just how it is, glad you told us). If I went there from UK it would cost me so much money. I'd rack up a massive c/c debt for absolutely fuck all. It's so depressing, isn't it?
How do we get what we want, what every sane adult should be entitled to. Just boils my piss.
That said, think the other place in Peru (Cuzco?) is meant to be easier. Lima being the capital n that.
I live in Korea, so I can relate to that. Traveling to Peru was a long and expensive journey. I went there with high hopes but ended up feeling quite disappointed. I'm uncertain when my next overseas trip will be; I need to focus on working hard to save up. We all face our own challenges, but let's keep moving forward together.
 
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Dayrain

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Feb 3, 2023
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@minogun Nice words from you. Did you take that profile picture during your trip?
 
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darkenmydoorstep

Not Waving But Browned Off….
Sep 27, 2023
532
I live in Korea, so I can relate to that. Traveling to Peru was a long and expensive journey. I went there with high hopes but ended up feeling quite disappointed. I'm uncertain when my next overseas trip will be; I need to focus on working hard to save up. We all face our own challenges, but let's keep moving forward together.
Indeed, my friend. That's a good attitude to have about it. Stay focused and peaceful:)
 
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Valhala

Valhala

Student
Jul 30, 2024
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Did you have a prescription or did you try without it?
 
minogun

minogun

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Oct 20, 2024
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Did you have a prescription or did you try without it?
I didn't have a prescription, and without even asking for one, they just refused me.
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
568
I didn't have a prescription, and without even asking for one, they just refused me.
What city/cities did you try buying it it?
 
minogun

minogun

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Oct 20, 2024
16
What city/cities did you try buying it it?
I only visited Lima and didn't expect to fail in reaching my goal. I won't visit South America again until I find a reliable source. If I get another chance to go, I'll do better research and take a test kit.
 
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AuroraB

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Oct 20, 2024
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@Dayrain I got a notification you tried to private message me but nothing showed up at all. This isn't the 1st time I had a notification of a private message from someone and no message appeared. Just FYI. Thanks.
 
minogun

minogun

Using a translator
Oct 20, 2024
16
@Dayrain I got a notification you tried to private message me but nothing showed up at all. This isn't the 1st time I had a notification of a private message from someone and no message appeared. Just FYI. Thanks.
Thanks for letting me know, but I don't really remember. Honestly, I'm not too familiar with this site, so I probably clicked something by accident.
 
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Dayrain

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Feb 3, 2023
432
@Dayrain I got a notification you tried to private message me but nothing showed up at all. This isn't the 1st time I had a notification of a private message from someone and no message appeared. Just FYI. Thanks.
Can you try to pm me? @minogun They meant me.
 
rotciv

rotciv

Something In The Way
Mar 25, 2023
634
Gonna happen what happened in Mexico.
 
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Trappednocure

Member
Sep 1, 2024
20
2 questions:

1. Why only Lima?
2. Did you try agrovet stores with same name as in the pphb but different district?
Stories like this are so disheartening (just how it is, glad you told us). If I went there from UK it would cost me so much money. I'd rack up a massive c/c debt for absolutely fuck all. It's so depressing, isn't it?
How do we get what we want, what every sane adult should be entitled to. Just boils my piss.
That said, think the other place in Peru (Cuzco?) is meant to be easier. Lima being the capital n that.
I would recommend cities that are not Lima nor Cuzco probably. Non super touristic cities where they are not used to seeing foreigners coming in to ask for this.
 
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minogun

minogun

Using a translator
Oct 20, 2024
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2 questions:

1. Why only Lima?
2. Did you try agrovet stores with same name as in the pphb but different district?

I would recommend cities that are not Lima nor Cuzco probably. Non super touristic cities where they are not used to seeing foreigners coming in to ask for this.
1. If I'd known about this site before my trip, I might have considered trying other cities.
2. I also tried visiting two nearby shops that weren't listed on PPH, but they turned me away right away, so I figured getting N in Lima is just not possible.

Lima's reputation as a tourist city made it feel easier for me to consider. If I could go with someone I trust, I might be open to visiting other cities, but going alone would probably take some extra courage for me. For now, I plan to gather information and keep an eye on things on this site.
 

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