I recently found my uncle's gun.

[BllyNoM8s]

I was over at my grandmother's house and without talking about too many personal details I ended up finding a gun belonging to my uncle. I immediately froze and thought about the possibilities. I haven't considered CTB in a while because of the lack of an accessible, reliable method but now that I seemingly have one I can't stop thinking about it and have already made a rudimentary plan in my head.

Has anyone experienced something similar to this?

 

[SoftWorries]

I have had this experience when getting access to opiates.

I think it's better not to use anything that belongs to a family member. That will cause survivors guilt and possibly suicide.