Story I really wan't to connect with the people here.

[Green Destiny]

I joined this site because I wan't to relate with everyday people who have decided to take fate into their own hands. Thing is I'm not good at opening up, not even online behind a screen. I don't really have anyone I feel comfortable with telling that I wish more or less that I wasn't alive or that I was born. I do have a loving and caring family but I feel emotionally disconnected from them. I even managed to tell my mother once or twice that I've thought of suicide but she simply brushed me off. (She's got real issues and she doesn't wan't to acknowledge my mental problems because that means she would have to acknowledge her own mental problems which she will never do) What I am getting at is that I wan't to feel like I can come here for some form of comfort, even if it may be minuscule and relate to others.

 

[Hydrokhoos]

Take your time and lurk for a bit. Get a feel for who you'd wanna talk to. Theres no pressure to open up right away, but I'm sure someone will be there for you when you're ready ::hugs::

 

[pole]

understand that you're not alone. everyone on here is feeling the same emotions that you're feeling even if there going through completely different things in life. to connect is to be able to understand and click with someone and it just grows from there. let it out.

 

[Livingvsdying25]

I would like to connect with others as well and its also hard for me to open up. Being on here (odd for me but) feels so comforting. I don't feel so much pressure for what i don't want.
I hope you can connect and find comfort in the way you need as well.

When i can PM i would love to talk

 

[Crushed_Innocence]

Hi. I too have decided to take my fate into my own hands and love to connect with others too. Would love to compare notes.

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

Me too

 

[Moonicide]

Welcome! I'm right there with you and like many people in this community, I've taken my fate into my own hands. It's okay if you're afraid to open up right now, many of us tend to observe more than conversing in the beginning. I hope you can feel more comfortable in due time to share your story with us. Your decision to ctb is yours and yours alone. No matter what reason lead you here, it is valid. There is no such thing as having a lesser or greater reason than someone else to ctb.

 

[Green Destiny]

Take your time and lurk for a bit. Get a feel for who you'd wanna talk to. Theres no pressure to open up right away, but I'm sure someone will be there for you when you're ready ::hugs::

Thank you.

understand that you're not alone. everyone on here is feeling the same emotions that you're feeling even if there going through completely different things in life. to connect is to be able to understand and click with someone and it just grows from there. let it out.

I appreciate that thank you.

I would like to connect with others as well and its also hard for me to open up. Being on here (odd for me but) feels so comforting. I don't feel so much pressure for what i don't want.
I hope you can connect and find comfort in the way you need as well.

When i can PM i would love to talk ❤

I'll keep that in mind thank you.