Venting I really think today might be my last.

[lostinwoe]

I haven't been posting because I just don't have the energy for it anymore. every day is feeling like a repeat and now everything is just getting bland. I woke up today without dreaming even though that's my favorite part of the day, after I woke up, I tried listening to my favorite music, but I just couldn't enjoy it like I used to, I can't even distract myself with something like games, movies, and shows. I've just been sleeping all day to pass time it's not like I want to sleep it's just there isn't anything to do anymore. depression is really a curse, and it doesn't help that my SN is delivering today. I was happy that it was coming before but because of the huge wait time it just stressed me out even more I don't even know if I'm ready or not, but I might just do it anyways

also, can someone send me stans guide for SN? or the latest reliable guide? I can't seem to find it thank you.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. Good luck with whatever you decide to do. I hope you find peace!

 

[sugarh1gh]

Thread 'SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-method-comprehensive-guide-sn-method.121672/

I hope this helps, and good luck with your journey!

 

[lostinwoe]

Thread 'SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-method-comprehensive-guide-sn-method.121672/

I hope this helps, and good luck with your journey!

thank you.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence but anyway best wishes, I hope that you find what you search for.

 

[rozeske]

I'm sorry. None of it is easy and depression and the loss of will for anything makes it harder. I wish you the best in finding the answer you look for.

 

[lostinwoe]

turns out the storm last night might delay my package so I might not even get it today

 

[sugarh1gh]

turns out the storm last night might delay my package so I might not even get it today

I don't know if I should feel happy for you or sorry for you, but I guess you have few hours to think about your ride.

 

[lostinwoe]

nvm I got lucky it arrived just now

 

[YosemiteGrrl]

nvm I got lucky it arrived just now

I wish for you a swift peaceful passage. Will you consider documenting your journey with us?

 

[lostinwoe]

I wish for you a swift peaceful passage. Will you consider documenting your journey with us?

I can but, my phone doesn't work and I'm going to be doing this outside so I can't document me drinking it, I'll make another thread when the time comes