Venting I really hate the physical effect depression give

[blackmoldonwall]

My doctor just changed my diagnosis from moderate depression to severe with psychotic symptoms. It didn't distress me much when it was just affecting me mentally because everything was ego-syntonic including my suicidal ideation. Now i feel fatigued 24/7 with or without meds.

Ive been trying to live my life to the fullest before actually ending it but its really hard right now. I don't even know if the words im typing are comprehensible right now.

 

[AnxiousLife]

I also hate how depression may feel. Tiredness, low motivation, most things are not enjoyable, low energy.. Your severe depression with psychotic symptoms sounds awful. I hope it gets better for you

 

[Isolatedloner]

Depression is a drain for us. What can help you right now? I hope you are doing better soon.

 

[blackmoldonwall]

Depression is a drain for us. What can help you right now? I hope you are doing better soon.

Physically probably lot of sleep but i dont want to get trapped in the bedrotting cycle again so ill try to see what i can still do, and thank you :)

 

[sandqueen]

I feel you. It drains so much energy it is unbelievable. I can barely get out of bed and even then I don't have the energy to do most things. Even typing this feels like a chore.

 

[Isolatedloner]

Physically probably lot of sleep but i dont want to get trapped in the bedrotting cycle again so ill try to see what i can still do, and thank you :)

I need sleep too but I hate bed rotting so damn much. I'm here with you. I'm not sure what to do myself to get sleep now for myself so I can't tell you what will work for you at all lol. This is awful for us. I still hope we all get our rest

I feel you. It drains so much energy it is unbelievable. I can barely get out of bed and even then I don't have the energy to do most things. Even typing this feels like a chore.

My energy is drained completely. I am a zombie. Sorry that anything is too much. I somehow soldier on though but you are not. Please take care.