
FireFox
Enlightened
- Apr 8, 2020
- 1,839
I really had hope maybe that was the problem. I thought once the covid vaccine was discovered it would all be over and life would slowly return to normal. I thought finally this nightmare would be over as the vaccine was supposed to pave the way for normality to return but now we are back one square one.
A new variant has been discovered which scientists are concerned could destroy the effectiveness of the vaccine. I have now accepted covid19 will never go away its one variant after after variant which keeps getting discovered. Previous generations have lived through pandemics which the viruses eventually ceased to become a dominat forece but I believe our generation is just unlucky. We are just unlucky this time.
I have now accepted we will never get back our normal way of living back. I deeply regret taking our old normal world before covid19 for granted. The old world was boring but a least we were free. We never had to be cautious about catching something all the time whenever we mixed with people or went outside, we could have normal discussions with the people we love without any mention of covid19 and so much we allowed to do.
I am trying to enjoy life now and have fun before I catch the bus at 30. The lockdown furthered my desire to die. I don't deserve to be healthy and alive. I wished covid19 killed me instead of the good human beings of the world. The lockdown showed me I don't belong in this world.
A new variant has been discovered which scientists are concerned could destroy the effectiveness of the vaccine. I have now accepted covid19 will never go away its one variant after after variant which keeps getting discovered. Previous generations have lived through pandemics which the viruses eventually ceased to become a dominat forece but I believe our generation is just unlucky. We are just unlucky this time.
I have now accepted we will never get back our normal way of living back. I deeply regret taking our old normal world before covid19 for granted. The old world was boring but a least we were free. We never had to be cautious about catching something all the time whenever we mixed with people or went outside, we could have normal discussions with the people we love without any mention of covid19 and so much we allowed to do.
I am trying to enjoy life now and have fun before I catch the bus at 30. The lockdown furthered my desire to die. I don't deserve to be healthy and alive. I wished covid19 killed me instead of the good human beings of the world. The lockdown showed me I don't belong in this world.