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I really had hope maybe that was the problem. I thought once the covid vaccine was discovered it would all be over and life would slowly return to normal. I thought finally this nightmare would be over as the vaccine was supposed to pave the way for normality to return but now we are back one square one.

A new variant has been discovered which scientists are concerned could destroy the effectiveness of the vaccine. I have now accepted covid19 will never go away its one variant after after variant which keeps getting discovered. Previous generations have lived through pandemics which the viruses eventually ceased to become a dominat forece but I believe our generation is just unlucky. We are just unlucky this time.

I have now accepted we will never get back our normal way of living back. I deeply regret taking our old normal world before covid19 for granted. The old world was boring but a least we were free. We never had to be cautious about catching something all the time whenever we mixed with people or went outside, we could have normal discussions with the people we love without any mention of covid19 and so much we allowed to do.

I am trying to enjoy life now and have fun before I catch the bus at 30. The lockdown furthered my desire to die. I don't deserve to be healthy and alive. I wished covid19 killed me instead of the good human beings of the world. The lockdown showed me I don't belong in this world.
 
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I'm right there with you Firefox. Covid took away a lot. And the variants are never-ending. It's hard not to be really angry.
 
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it's sad for many, so many people lost their existence, jobs, family, etc..
its a common theme in life, everything adapts, not just us but also the diseases,.. its a never ending cycle of war sadly.. once all bacteria get resistant to the limited amount of antibiotics, we will have a similar picture..
 
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covid has been the best part of my life these past few years. Staying at home without having to deal with the annoying and despicable people outside was like heaven for me. I hope the new variant brings those moments back.
 
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I'm here with you too. If we go into another lockdown I don't know if I can cope. Having lost two colleagues to covid I wish it was over too. Bring back start of 2019 and freedom. You never know when something is going to end, but this covid is acting like it will never go away. We are indeed unlucky. It is sad thinking about the old life 😢
Are you in the uk?
 
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It's not just Covid that's turning this planet into a hellscape. There's also climate change. It seems like every other month there's another new meteorological term: atmospheric river, heat dome, polar vortex, etc. Scientists are constantly being surprised that everything is happening so much faster than computer models predicted.

In other dystopian news, it appears that the magnetic poles are about to shift, with the North Pole becoming the South Pole and vice versa. This has happened many times throughout history but on geological time, so it hasn't happened since recorded history began but we're overdue for one. The shift could take a few thousand years, during which time the magnetic field would become much weaker and nearly vanish.

What would this mean?

Earth would not be protected from the solar wind, so radiation levels would increase dramatically [white ppl would be especially fucked]. It is theorized that the reason early humans lived in caves was to shelter from the radiation during the last shift. It would also fry electronics, including satellites and the energy grid. In the 19th century when a coronal mass ejection hit the Earth, the only electronics around were telegraphs and they were toast. It was dubbed the Carrington event; we could have conditions like that lasting for centuries.
 
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covid has been the best part of my life these past few years. Staying at home without having to deal with the annoying and despicable people outside was like heaven for me. I hope the new variant brings those moments back.
It has been a blessing to me too
 
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It's not just Covid that's turning this planet into a hellscape. There's also climate change. It seems like every other month there's another new meteorological term: atmospheric river, heat dome, polar vortex, etc. Scientists are constantly being surprised that everything is happening so much faster than computer models predicted.

In other dystopian news, it appears that the magnetic poles are about to shift, with the North Pole becoming the South Pole and vice versa. This has happened many times throughout history but on geological time, so it hasn't happened since recorded history began but we're overdue for one. The shift could take a few thousand years, during which time the magnetic field would become much weaker and nearly vanish.

What would this mean?

Earth would not be protected from the solar wind, so radiation levels would increase dramatically [white ppl would be especially fucked]. It is theorized that the reason early humans lived in caves was to shelter from the radiation during the last shift. It would also fry electronics, including satellites and the energy grid. In the 19th century when a coronal mass ejection hit the Earth, the only electronics around were telegraphs and they were toast. It was dubbed the Carrington event; we could have conditions like that lasting for centuries.
Things are definitely going to get much worse… Can you imagine what things are gonna look like in 10 years? I think it's going to be anarchy all over the world… If you're not super rich I think you're completely fucked… It's going to be like Venezuela except all over the place
 
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covid has been the best part of my life these past few years. Staying at home without having to deal with the annoying and despicable people outside was like heaven for me. I hope the new variant brings those moments back.
You're a social creature and staying home all the time ignores that need. Yeah, I know there are a lot of douche bags out there--but not everybody is.

I get tired of hearing about Covid on the news. I get tired of the mask-wearing. And it has put a lot of ppl in a cranky mood, it seems(is this the world you want to live in?).

I wasn't lucky enough to get covid and die, so I have to forge ahead and try and figure out how to make my life as tolerable as it can be.

One thing that has helped me in my journey--when someone acts negatively toward me--is realizing it's about the other person. That person is unhappy or mad about something in their life(or about themselves) so they want to make someone else feel worse so they can feel better about themselves.

I don't let other ppl stop me from doing things I want to do just because they disapprove of what I do or disapprove of me. Let me tell you, these ppl are everywhere. So if I let them dictate my thoughts/feelings, my life will quickly become stunted and I will become miserable.

Yeah, I know it's hard to have a positive mindset. But many ppl do it. Many ppl meet life's challenges and live fulfilling lives. I've seen them.

If you make 5-6 good friends during a lifetime, you're doing better than most. I haven't been blessed with a lot of friends, so I pursue hobbies which I can do alone. And I'll travel by myself. And I get a lot of satisfaction from these activities. Maybe a new good friend is just around the corner. Who knows?
 
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i hope covid keeps evolving and wipes out this shit show called humanity
 
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A dream inside a locked room
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You're a social creature and staying home all the time ignores that need. Yeah, I know there are a lot of douche bags out there--but not everybody is.

I get tired of hearing about Covid on the news. I get tired of the mask-wearing. And it has put a lot of ppl in a cranky mood, it seems(is this the world you want to live in?).

I wasn't lucky enough to get covid and die, so I have to forge ahead and try and figure out how to make my life as tolerable as it can be.

One thing that has helped me in my journey--when someone acts negatively toward me--is realizing it's about the other person. That person is unhappy or mad about something in their life(or about themselves) so they want to make someone else feel worse so they can feel better about themselves.

I don't let other ppl stop me from doing things I want to do just because they disapprove of what I do or disapprove of me. Let me tell you, these ppl are everywhere. So if I let them dictate my thoughts/feelings, my life will quickly become stunted and I will become miserable.

Yeah, I know it's hard to have a positive mindset. But many ppl do it. Many ppl meet life's challenges and live fulfilling lives. I've seen them.

If you make 5-6 good friends during a lifetime, you're doing better than most. I haven't been blessed with a lot of friends, so I pursue hobbies which I can do alone. And I'll travel by myself. And I get a lot of satisfaction from these activities. Maybe a new good friend is just around the corner. Who knows?
Can I ask what your hobbies ? I'm genuinely curious.
i hope covid keeps evolving and wipes out this shit show called humanity
A meteorite would be better (idk some scifi shit where everyone dies at once). I don't like the suffering, as I don't think most people deserve it.
 
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I think hope just leads to more suffering. It is painful when we set our expectations too high and then that leads to hope being taken away. The virus did not affect my life that much, but I know it can be depressing for others dealing with how everything has changed. I wish you the best.
 
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I'm right there with you Firefox. Covid took away a lot. And the variants are never-ending. It's hard not to be really angry.
@1Mazda16 What makes me angry is the sheer hypocrisy. It is not fair the people in authority constantly demand and expect us to follow the rules and take pandemic seriously but these are the same people who are not even following their own rules they imposed on the general public.

I am getting sick and tired of this one rule for us and different rule for the elite. When I saw the world leaders at the G7 not wearing mask and not distancing while having this big party I felt like we are being made of. These people are literally laughing in our faces. It is not fair.

I believe covid19 is real but I also believe there is more to this virus we are not being told. If covid19 is so deadly they why are world leaders , the wealthy and previleged constantly mix freely, having fun and going maskless while telling us not to. This hypocrisy is why I stopped supporting the lockdowns.
covid has been the best part of my life these past few years. Staying at home without having to deal with the annoying and despicable people outside was like heaven for me. I hope the new variant brings those moments back.
@Dawncie
I never used to have strong friendships as a teenager when I was teenager. My friends would say mean things about me when I was not around and sometimes excluded me. I was builled a lot at school and struggled to fit in. As I grow older I am now glad I went through it all because it prepared me for the future. Sadly I couldn't see how.

Going through life without a strong social life and never fitting in shielded me from the experincing the feelings of loneliness people lockdown were feeling not seeing their friends. This is because all these experiences helped me to adjust to being alone over the years. In the lockdown people were longing for human contact so I was unable to relate however all I wanted was a do something meaningful in lockdown

It bothered me everyday I was not doing anything meaningful. Everyone in lockdown especially those around me had all these new experiences whereas I was stuck at home being unemployed and on welfare. I felt like a loser.
I'm here with you too. If we go into another lockdown I don't know if I can cope. Having lost two colleagues to covid I wish it was over too. Bring back start of 2019 and freedom. You never know when something is going to end, but this covid is acting like it will never go away. We are indeed unlucky. It is sad thinking about the old life 😢
Are you in the uk?
@Unicornsrnot4dislife Yes I live in the circus called the UK where a clown is the Prime Minister. I call Boris a clown because that is what he is. He deserves all the mockery, contempt and ridicule. I can't stand the man and I change the channel when he is talking.

If I could turn back time I would have had more fun. After the lockdown ended I started having more fun and going out way more. When the next lockdown comes at least I can stay this time I had fun before the world closed down again. I live everyday as if it is my last now that is the new personality I developed in lockdown

I am sorry for the loss of your two colleagues. Rest in Peace to your two colleagues. I know how you are feeling. In the 3rd UK lockdown my neighbour died from covid19 and his death shocked the entire neighbourhood. What happened was one early morning at 2.00am there was Ambulance in the parking lot and 3 small mini Ambulance cars. The paramedics entered the flat I lived in. My family and I were trying to guess who household the pandemics entered. I accurately guessed my neighbour. Around 2 days later the bell in my house rang. It was lady from upstairs she asked my sister for my mum. My mum was in a zoom meeting so my grandmother answered the door. The lady upstairs told my grandmother her husband died from covid19 which was why the ambulances were outside the flat that day.

He was such a kind man and very loving father towards his three children who are all under 10. Before he died everyday you would seen him with the children and wife always talking and very happy. He was a nice man who would smile and say hello you. Now I just see the lady and her kids. The neighbourhood is not the same without him. My mum has been helping the lady. Some of my neighbours went to the funeral.
My family have had covid19 deaths too.
It's not just Covid that's turning this planet into a hellscape. There's also climate change. It seems like every other month there's another new meteorological term: atmospheric river, heat dome, polar vortex, etc. Scientists are constantly being surprised that everything is happening so much faster than computer models predicted.

In other dystopian news, it appears that the magnetic poles are about to shift, with the North Pole becoming the South Pole and vice versa. This has happened many times throughout history but on geological time, so it hasn't happened since recorded history began but we're overdue for one. The shift could take a few thousand years, during which time the magnetic field would become much weaker and nearly vanish.

What would this mean?

Earth would not be protected from the solar wind, so radiation levels would increase dramatically [white ppl would be especially fucked]. It is theorized that the reason early humans lived in caves was to shelter from the radiation during the last shift. It would also fry electronics, including satellites and the energy grid. In the 19th century when a coronal mass ejection hit the Earth, the only electronics around were telegraphs and they were toast. It was dubbed the Carrington event; we could have conditions like that lasting for centuries.
@TheEndTimes I have really enjoyed reading this post. The sad thing was we humans throughout the generations took the earth for granted and all the resources within in it.

Humankinds greed will be the downfall of humanity. Human greed is the cause of all the suffering in the world. Look at all the wars throughout centuries and all the examples of injustice in the world
You're a social creature and staying home all the time ignores that need. Yeah, I know there are a lot of douche bags out there--but not everybody is.

I get tired of hearing about Covid on the news. I get tired of the mask-wearing. And it has put a lot of ppl in a cranky mood, it seems(is this the world you want to live in?).

I wasn't lucky enough to get covid and die, so I have to forge ahead and try and figure out how to make my life as tolerable as it can be.

One thing that has helped me in my journey--when someone acts negatively toward me--is realizing it's about the other person. That person is unhappy or mad about something in their life(or about themselves) so they want to make someone else feel worse so they can feel better about themselves.

I don't let other ppl stop me from doing things I want to do just because they disapprove of what I do or disapprove of me. Let me tell you, these ppl are everywhere. So if I let them dictate my thoughts/feelings, my life will quickly become stunted and I will become miserable.

Yeah, I know it's hard to have a positive mindset. But many ppl do it. Many ppl meet life's challenges and live fulfilling lives. I've seen them.

If you make 5-6 good friends during a lifetime, you're doing better than most. I haven't been blessed with a lot of friends, so I pursue hobbies which I can do alone. And I'll travel by myself. And I get a lot of satisfaction from these activities. Maybe a new good friend is just around the corner. Who knows?
@1Mazda16
This is very good advice and I love your outlook.

My way with coping I emotionally turned off my feelings and stopped paying attention to the news. I still update my self on the rules that get introduced just to avoid getting in to problems.

Keeping riding solo my friend :)
 
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i hope covid keeps evolving and wipes out this shit show called humanity
@Darkover the pandemic has exposed how selfish and empathy
lacking human truly can be.

When I was little I used to scared of the world ending but as I grow older at this stage I want the world to end because this is not a world worth living in.
 
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@Darkover the pandemic has exposed how selfish and empathy
lacking human truly can be.

When I was little I used to scared of the world ending but as I grow older at this stage I want the world to end because this is not a world worth living in.
it never has been it never will be worth living here on earth i agree this world isn't anything like what i believed it to be but kids are very naive, this world is a very bad world
i think it's inevitable that we will be doomed that we will fall in time, human nature is the core of the problem
and depletion of resources we have to get of this pleant and spread out far into space if we are going to survive
 
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1Mazda16

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Can I ask what your hobbies ? I'm genuinely curious
I love metal detecting. Recently, I've picked up the hobby of arrowhead hunting. Also enjoy coin roll hunting, watching sports and reading.
 
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A meteorite would be better (idk some scifi shit where everyone dies at once). I don't like the suffering, as I don't think most people deserve it.
Have you seen the movie Melancholia? I think I'm in the small club who thought it had a happy ending
 
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TheEndTimes

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Have you seen the movie Melancholia? I think I'm in the small club who thought it had a happy ending
Kristen Dunst was excellent in it! Lars von Trier is great for existential angst. Dancer in the Dark is one of favorite movies
 
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Kristen Dunst was excellent in it! Lars von Trier is great for existential angst. Dancer in the Dark is one of favorite movies
Adding to the list now, existential angst should be a Netflix genre lol
 
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VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
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Have you seen the movie Melancholia? I think I'm in the small club who thought it had a happy ending
It was one of my suggested viewings for a uni project, but I didn't take it. I'll def watch it.
 
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Adding to the list now, existential angst should be a Netflix genre lol
Let me know how you like it! Bjork should have gotten an Oscar imho. She hated Lars and swore she would never act again.
 
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We are not entirely back to square one as we know a lot about the virus now then we knew in the past.

The vaccines did worked and some things did improved.

However, this is something that it will
never be totally erradicated and new variants will be created every time.

Why? We carry this virus everywhere. It's impossible to contain the infection.
The problem of covid is that its like a perfect combo of cards:
- It's a virus that mutates really fast.
- It takes some time for the first symptoms arises.
- It is transmitted through the air
- It can survives for days outside of the host
- It is very contagious on a world that is constantly traveling.

Aside from a few little things that improved, others were drastically destroyed.

Will life go back to normal? Maybe.

If the omicron variant doesn't causes life threating symptoms then maybe. Given a few time and all.
But if it is just as deadly as the other ones (On precious immunized people), then we are fucked.

Even so, some people's lives were changed forever. Not only the ones who lost dearly people, but the one who got chronic problems due to the infection and the ones who already have a chronic condition, that might result in either a worse health problem and a political/lifestyle problem.

The virus haven't changed my lifestyle, however, I suffer from a breathing condition. If that thing makes my breathing worse, I'm dead. And in a very painful way.
 
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if anything covid is proof this world doesnt want me happy. this shit started when i was 20 now im 22. shits not going to be over till im 30 and to me missing out on more of my youth doesnt seem fun

every time i have hope god or whoever plays some sick joke to crush it so he can laugh in my face

cause god forbid i actually enjoy life for once
 
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if anything covid is proof this world doesnt want me happy. this shit started when i was 20 now im 22. shits not going to be over till im 30 and to me missing out on more of my youth doesnt seem fun

every time i have hope god or whoever plays some sick joke to crush it so he can laugh in my face

cause god forbid i actually enjoy life for once
@SparkleWater Hello there and virtual hug for you. During the lockdown I kept a diary of how I felt about being in lockdown in my 20s.

Being in lockdown I felt like my life was being wasted and all for nothing because the virus never went away it still remained all the lockdown did was just delay the inevitable spread. In lockdown I deeply regretted my wasting my early 20s and I was upset about losing out on all the exciting things people do in their mid 20s.

In the 3rd lockdown in the UK I made a diary entry about approaching mid twenties in lockdown because the months in lockdown my 24th birthday was approaching. This is a quite a short entry I wrote here during the first week of 3rd lockdown.
Worst of all I couldn't share my sadness with my family because they had covid19 deaths and constantly believed nobody should complain about lockdown because " people have died". I had to hear this every day in lockdown. It's tragic people died but the lives and needs of the living matter too. It is not fair the living have been completely ignored throughout the lockdown its disgusting the dead being treated more than superior to the living because everything is about the covid victims.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/young-suicidal-and-in-lockdown.58333/

Here my tips my friend.

- i learnt in lockdown mental advocates are the biggest pieces of shit and not nice people. If you are depressed, angry or anxious no one cares. In our loneliest moments we discover who we truly are as human beings. In lockdown I learnt I don't want to be these people who go to work then watch TV or binge Netflix on the weekends or talk about their work lives or university lives . I want to do more with my life. I want adventures, new experiences and a real personality/identity.

-After lockdown ended in the UK I went out more and had fun. I went to the places I wanted to vist but never gave myself the chance. What do you like doing? Indulge in your favourite activities. What have you always wanted to do but never did ?

-I stopped listening to the news about covid. I still update my self on the rules just to avoid problems. If my family talk about covid19 deaths or covid19 I just ignore them.

-I started drinking hemp tea to relax me. Read your countries laws on hemp. In the UK we are allowed hemp products if the THC is below 0.2%. Hemp is known to be rich in CBD hence the benefits. I love hemp tea the flavour is amazing.

- I embraced my new personality which just trying to enjoy life and embracing the inner hippie inside.

I am upset I lost a year of my life all for nothing but I am now embracing the years of life I have ahead of me which I will do my best to enjoy.

Please feel free to message me if want to talk more about this subject. I will happily respond.

Take care love
FireFox
Have you seen the movie Melancholia? I think I'm in the small club who thought it had a happy ending
No I have not seen it . What is it about?
We are not entirely back to square one as we know a lot about the virus now then we knew in the past.

The vaccines did worked and some things did improved.

However, this is something that it will
never be totally erradicated and new variants will be created every time.

Why? We carry this virus everywhere. It's impossible to contain the infection.
The problem of covid is that its like a perfect combo of cards:
- It's a virus that mutates really fast.
- It takes some time for the first symptoms arises.
- It is transmitted through the air
- It can survives for days outside of the host
- It is very contagious on a world that is constantly traveling.

Aside from a few little things that improved, others were drastically destroyed.

Will life go back to normal? Maybe.

If the omicron variant doesn't causes life threating symptoms then maybe. Given a few time and all.
But if it is just as deadly as the other ones (On precious immunized people), then we are fucked.

Even so, some people's lives were changed forever. Not only the ones who lost dearly people, but the one who got chronic problems due to the infection and the ones who already have a chronic condition, that might result in either a worse health problem and a political/lifestyle problem.

The virus haven't changed my lifestyle, however, I suffer from a breathing condition. If that thing makes my breathing worse, I'm dead. And in a very painful way.
@Midgardsorm
"Why? We carry this virus everywhere. It's impossible to contain the infection.

The problem of covid is that its like a perfect combo of cards:

- It's a virus that mutates really fast.

- It takes some time for the first symptoms arises.

- It is transmitted through the air

- It can survives for days outside of the host

- It is very contagious on a world that is constantly traveling.

Aside from a few little things that improved, others were drastically destroyed.

Will life go back to normal? Maybe."

-Majority of the world is not vaccinated and we have big problem of vaccine inequality.

- Anti vaxxers spreading misinformation about the vaccine and just causing problems. If a person doesn't want the vaccine then fine but spreading misinformation about the vaccine is just immoral. Anti vaxxers are just pieces of shit who believe they are opressed because they don't want to take a vaccine. I am so sorry but make they me so mad especially with their Holocaust and Apartheid South comparisons on the issue of vaccine mandates.

I believe people's concerns about vaccine should be listened to and taken seriously. I call these people vaccine refusers. I feel sorry for scared vaccine refusers but anti vaxxers are just plain evil because they resort to abuse and violence and spread lies which have gotten people killed. Look at stories of people dying with covid19 after refusing the vaccine and then talking about their regret of not taking it.

I have anti vaxxers in my family because of them I didn't even tell them I got vaccinated until many months later. My relatives would spread lies about the vaccine saying if you take it you die in 2 years time or it's the mark of the beast. I can't stand anti vaxxers.

I am so sorry about your breathing condition.
 
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@SparkleWater Hello there and virtual hug for you. During the lockdown I kept a diary of how I felt about being in lockdown in my 20s.

Being in lockdown I felt like my life was being wasted and all for nothing because the virus never went away it still remained all the lockdown did was just delay the inevitable spread. In lockdown I deeply regretted my wasting my early 20s and I was upset about losing out on all the exciting things people do in their mid 20s.

In the 3rd lockdown in the UK I made a diary entry about approaching mid twenties in lockdown because the months in lockdown my 24th birthday was approaching. This is a quite a short entry I wrote here during the first week of 3rd lockdown.
Worst of all I couldn't share my sadness with my family because they had covid19 deaths and constantly believed nobody should complain about lockdown because " people have died". I had to hear this every day in lockdown. It's tragic people died but the lives and needs of the living matter too. It is not fair the living have been completely ignored throughout the lockdown its disgusting the dead being treated more than superior to the living because everything is about the covid victims.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/young-suicidal-and-in-lockdown.58333/

Here my tips my friend.

- i learnt in lockdown mental advocates are the biggest pieces of shit and not nice people. If you are depressed, angry or anxious no one cares. In our loneliest moments we discover who we truly are as human beings. In lockdown I learnt I don't want to be these people who go to work then watch TV or binge Netflix on the weekends or talk about their work lives or university lives . I want to do more with my life. I want adventures, new experiences and a real personality/identity.

-After lockdown ended in the UK I went out more and had fun. I went to the places I wanted to vist but never gave myself the chance. What do you like doing? Indulge in your favourite activities. What have you always wanted to do but never did ?

-I stopped listening to the news about covid. I still update my self on the rules just to avoid problems. If my family talk about covid19 deaths or covid19 I just ignore them.

-I started drinking hemp tea to relax me. Read your countries laws on hemp. In the UK we are allowed hemp products if the THC is below 0.2%. Hemp is known to be rich in CBD hence the benefits. I love hemp tea the flavour is amazing.

- I embraced my new personality which just trying to enjoy life and embracing the inner hippie inside.

I am upset I lost a year of my life all for nothing but I am now embracing the years of life I have ahead of me which I will do my best to enjoy.

Please feel free to message me if want to talk more about this subject. I will happily respond.

Take care love
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@Midgardsorm
"Why? We carry this virus everywhere. It's impossible to contain the infection.

The problem of covid is that its like a perfect combo of cards:

- It's a virus that mutates really fast.

- It takes some time for the first symptoms arises.

- It is transmitted through the air

- It can survives for days outside of the host

- It is very contagious on a world that is constantly traveling.

Aside from a few little things that improved, others were drastically destroyed.

Will life go back to normal? Maybe."

-Majority of the world is not vaccinated and we have big problem of vaccine inequality.

- Anti vaxxers spreading misinformation about the vaccine and just causing problems. If a person doesn't want the vaccine then fine but spreading misinformation about the vaccine is just immoral. Anti vaxxers are just pieces of shit who believe they are opressed because they don't want to take a vaccine. I am so sorry but make they me so mad especially with their Holocaust and Apartheid South comparisons on the issue of vaccine mandates.

I believe people's concerns about vaccine should be listened to and taken seriously. I call these people vaccine refusers. I feel sorry for scared vaccine refusers but anti vaxxers are just plain evil because they resort to abuse and violence and spread lies which have gotten people killed. Look at stories of people dying with covid19 after refusing the vaccine and then talking about their regret of not taking it.

I have anti vaxxers in my family because of them I didn't even tell them I got vaccinated until many months later. My relatives would spread lies about the vaccine saying if you take it you die in 2 years time or it's the mark of the beast. I can't stand anti vaxxers.

I am so sorry about your breathing condition.

Agreed.

Actually as a character named Glados once said: "It would be funny if it weren't so sad."

Now we can spread the misinformation too:
- Covid was a virus made by the coffin industries to increase their sales.
 
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