I really don't know what to do

[BleedingConstantly]

I'm already struggling so much. I just found out today one of the sites I been on for three years might get shutdown. Permanently. I want to sob and cry. I have no where to turn to. I don't mind turning here. But there is just so much I can't do here that I could do there. and I'm scared and shy. I would love to fix my profile because it's just horribly done and I know I can't unless with mods approval. What a beautiful delusion. Fuck my life.

 

[ForeverUnknown]

which site

 

[BleedingConstantly]

which site

I don't feel comfortable with saying the name of it on here or anywhere online for that matter. But regardless, it seems to be shutting down. I would ask for any forums that are like it or this site but I don't believe that is allowed by the rules.

I just don't really know. It doesn't matter what I think or do. I was already shit in my recovery and I lost my only "safe" space that I been on for three years. Holy shit I'm cooked

 

[ForeverUnknown]

I don't feel comfortable with saying the name of it on here or anywhere online for that matter. But regardless, it seems to be shutting down. I would ask for any forums that are like it or this site but I don't believe that is allowed by the rules.

I just don't really know. It doesn't matter what I think or do. I was already shit in my recovery and I lost my only "safe" space that I been on for three years. Holy shit I'm cooked

Bro the fact that u wanted to recover shows that there is hope for you. Recovery isn't linear. You could make your own safe space or talk to me if you'd like. You're not cooked dear, just unstable atm.