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Dark Moon

Dark Moon

Paragon
Sep 21, 2022
966
Title,

I just feel like I don't belong anywhere, everywhere I go I'm running into problems with people, even here people don't like me and I don't know why that is. If I said something rude I apologized for it. As an Asperger/Autistic male I don't belong in this world regardless.

I'll be glad when I die and not exist anymore, so I can be free from this world. Anyone else like this?

I'm just staying alive for GTA 6, my family and the lack of methods right now.

I don't feel great venting but this is the only place I have.
 
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hopeless08

Arcanist
Dec 8, 2023
492
Title,

I just feel like I don't belong anywhere, everywhere I go I'm running into problems with people, even here people don't like me and I don't know why that is. If I said something rude I apologized for it. As an Asperger/Autistic male I don't belong in this world regardless.

I'll be glad when I die and not exist anymore, so I can be free from this world. Anyone else like this?

I'm just staying alive for GTA 6, my family and the lack of methods right now.

I don't feel great venting but this is the only place I have.
Omg that's so sad and it's not at all true, I know many people like you on here and I myself from reading your posts and comments like you and your family obviously loves you, since you say your staying alive just for them.
Please don't feel that way 🙏
Omg that's so sad and it's not at all true, I know many people like you on here and I myself from reading your posts and comments like you and your family obviously loves you, since you say your staying alive just for them.
Please don't feel that way 🙏
But I'm not going to lie I feel that way sometimes too, like I'm a bother to people, I think it's just the depression making us feel like that sometimes
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,191
I've always felt like I've never belonged as well and in my case I wouldn't even want to, I have no interest in suffering in this dreadful, hellish world. I'd also be glad to permanently cease existing, having the ability to exist is beyond undesirable to me and I only find comfort in non-existence. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, best wishes.
 
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martinso67

All human rights are important
Feb 5, 2021
362
Title,

I just feel like I don't belong anywhere, everywhere I go I'm running into problems with people, even here people don't like me and I don't know why that is. If I said something rude I apologized for it. As an Asperger/Autistic male I don't belong in this world regardless.

I'll be glad when I die and not exist anymore, so I can be free from this world. Anyone else like this?

I'm just staying alive for GTA 6, my family and the lack of methods right now.

I don't feel great venting but this is the only place I have.
I understand your struggle. What do you do in GTA? Do you life your ideal life and fullfil wishes in that game? Like earning money, traveling
 
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Dark Moon

Paragon
Sep 21, 2022
966
Omg that's so sad and it's not at all true, I know many people like you on here and I myself from reading your posts and comments like you and your family obviously loves you, since you say your staying alive just for them.
Please don't feel that way 🙏

But I'm not going to lie I feel that way sometimes too, like I'm a bother to people, I think it's just the depression making us feel like that sometimes
Thanks for your response. I didn't think anyone here liked me.
I understand your struggle. What do you do in GTA? Do you life your ideal life and fullfil wishes in that game? Like earning money, traveling
I just like GTA since being a kid, I don't have much interest in travelling.
 
Csmith8827

Csmith8827

Strength.
Oct 26, 2019
986
I'll be glad when I die and not exist anymore, so I can be free from this world. Anyone else like this?

I'm just staying alive for GTA 6,

Yes I understand. I am the same way. This world is fucked up. It's not a good place to be. I wish we could just disappear when we fall asleep or something. Wayyy too much police. I need my privacy...

GTA 6 is trash IMO but do your thing. ❤️
 
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