I realized that being gone won’t matter to anyone, the only thing that will matter to them is the burden that my CTB will bring

[Tyra]

Burden of telling people I died, and then saying I CTB'ed that would bring embarrassment and shame to them.

And then there's the burden of a funeral (I'm going to ask to skip it in my note but idk if they will).

I just think people care way more about what people will think than they do about me.

 

[tooafraidtodiez]

I honestly dont really care about what people will say or think about my CTB. I think its a normal act that require immense bravery and it happens mostly because of how society has wronged us (at least for me). If the circumstances were different i might not have CTB'ed, but i believe for now its neccesarry to avoid more pain.

 

[ConstantPain]

When I was a better person I really didn't want to burden anyone. Now I only worry about the cats. People don't really give a damn at all.

 

[notthatclever]

When I was a better person I really didn't want to burden anyone. Now I only worry about the cats. People don't really give a damn at all.

Yeah same.. care more about my cats than other people.. humans suck..