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nullatu
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- Dec 11, 2018
- 13
I have an amazing yet stupid plan...
I am planning on offing myself in a little bit, but I don't want my parents finding me (I still live with them).
So my plan is to wait until covid eases up a little bit and I can fly the across country. I then plan on living rough and starving myself until i cannot physically starve myself any longer. I then plan to either hang myself or drown myself.
Due to the high heart rate due to starvation, and the already low blood pressure due to it too, I will pass out very quickly. I will also have a higher chance of dying when unconscious, either due to a heart attack or the norms causes of death via this form of suicide.
I have anorexia so I'm pretty much a pro when it comes to not eating, so I'll be able to do so. I also have experienced heart problems and passing out due to not eating so i know when I'll be ready.
I just want to minimise the suffering and cognitive brain functions, so I'll be more unlikely to subconsciously talk myself out of dying (like I did last time ).
I am planning on offing myself in a little bit, but I don't want my parents finding me (I still live with them).
So my plan is to wait until covid eases up a little bit and I can fly the across country. I then plan on living rough and starving myself until i cannot physically starve myself any longer. I then plan to either hang myself or drown myself.
Due to the high heart rate due to starvation, and the already low blood pressure due to it too, I will pass out very quickly. I will also have a higher chance of dying when unconscious, either due to a heart attack or the norms causes of death via this form of suicide.
I have anorexia so I'm pretty much a pro when it comes to not eating, so I'll be able to do so. I also have experienced heart problems and passing out due to not eating so i know when I'll be ready.
I just want to minimise the suffering and cognitive brain functions, so I'll be more unlikely to subconsciously talk myself out of dying (like I did last time ).