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nullatu

nullatu

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Dec 11, 2018
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I have an amazing yet stupid plan...

I am planning on offing myself in a little bit, but I don't want my parents finding me (I still live with them).
So my plan is to wait until covid eases up a little bit and I can fly the across country. I then plan on living rough and starving myself until i cannot physically starve myself any longer. I then plan to either hang myself or drown myself.
Due to the high heart rate due to starvation, and the already low blood pressure due to it too, I will pass out very quickly. I will also have a higher chance of dying when unconscious, either due to a heart attack or the norms causes of death via this form of suicide.

I have anorexia so I'm pretty much a pro when it comes to not eating, so I'll be able to do so. I also have experienced heart problems and passing out due to not eating so i know when I'll be ready.

I just want to minimise the suffering and cognitive brain functions, so I'll be more unlikely to subconsciously talk myself out of dying (like I did last time ).
 
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logan

logan

Warlock
May 20, 2021
705
As you say yourself - not a good plan and very long and torturous....
 
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summers

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Nov 4, 2020
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@nullatu please don't. If you have to ctb, there are much better, more peaceful, and less painful ways.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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I have noticed a lot of new people coming on here that are very impulsive and aren't thinking their ctb methods through properly. Better planning things out more before making hasty decisions. I had another new person asking me questions, after getting in touch with D, but he had zero knowledge of bitcoins and didn't know that his bank doesn't even accept cryptocurrency buying. Sure ask questions and try to get answers but don't rush these things. Preparation and careful planning is better than a botched suicide attempt or not being able to even get access to the methods you would prefer. I would rather people not have to suffer as much as possible but if you want to live on the streets and starve yourself to death, it's your choice.
 
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Leiden

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Sep 1, 2020
414
I am sorry that you are suffering.

I didn't eat for a month once and only drank Mocha Joe from Burger King. A month of no food only made me start fainting. I got used to the feeling of my stomach eating itself. It will take a long time to do this and you might hurt yourself fainting before dying that will just makes things worse for you

Best wishes
 
Pain In The Ass

Pain In The Ass

Wizard
Feb 10, 2022
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I have an amazing yet stupid plan...

I am planning on offing myself in a little bit, but I don't want my parents finding me (I still live with them).
So my plan is to wait until covid eases up a little bit and I can fly the across country. I then plan on living rough and starving myself until i cannot physically starve myself any longer. I then plan to either hang myself or drown myself.
Due to the high heart rate due to starvation, and the already low blood pressure due to it too, I will pass out very quickly. I will also have a higher chance of dying when unconscious, either due to a heart attack or the norms causes of death via this form of suicide.

I have anorexia so I'm pretty much a pro when it comes to not eating, so I'll be able to do so. I also have experienced heart problems and passing out due to not eating so i know when I'll be ready.

I just want to minimise the suffering and cognitive brain functions, so I'll be more unlikely to subconsciously talk myself out of dying (like I did last time ).
I also plan to minimize the suffering and cognitive brain functions before hanging, but I plan to do this with opiates, benzos, cocayn and vodka, and more opiates!
 
Frog

Frog

Member
Jan 4, 2022
73
Nope, nope, nope. Anorexic to anorexic, not a good idea. It takes too long and you'll have to deal with SI longer. If there's anyone who wants to hunt you down, you're giving them a huge head start, and you're risking being caught by hotel staff. There are better methods listed.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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In my opinion starvation sounds like a horrible way to go. This is an old thread and the op has not been seen since August of last year. I wish them the best, in whatever happens.
 
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Pau MP

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Feb 22, 2022
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Think for a while the hideous suffering of those who died by starvation. IRA members in the early 80's is s good example. Took them 2 months, or even more. Emaciated, blind, deaf, literally dying in pain. Not a good way to go. Eating just one Amanita Phalloides might be enough, but expect excruciating pain 8/12h after eating that. In two or three days you'll be OK but your liver will start to malfunction badly. Unless you don't end up in a hospital where chances to a liver transplant would be extremely high, you'd pass away, but experiencing pain.
 
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thisplaceisaprison

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Mar 20, 2019
151
This person hasn't been online in almost half a year. Why are you guys replying? Also, just by the context they sound like a minor.. "I'm running away from my parents to starve myself"..
 
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myopybyproxy

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Dec 18, 2021
864
This person hasn't been online in almost half a year. Why are you guys replying? Also, just by the context they sound like a minor.. "I'm running away from my parents to starve myself"..
immaturity and poor decision making are not solely the domain of minors lol
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
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I'm sorry you're suffering.
Starving yourself world really be a long and torturous death
 
Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
I am sorry that you are suffering.

I didn't eat for a month once and only drank Mocha Joe from Burger King. A month of no food only made me start fainting. I got used to the feeling of my stomach eating itself. It will take a long time to do this and you might hurt yourself fainting before dying that will just makes things worse for you

Best wishes
You didn't eat ANYTHING at all?
 
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nadia225

nadia225

journey to reach the light
Aug 18, 2023
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I have an amazing yet stupid plan...

I am planning on offing myself in a little bit, but I don't want my parents finding me (I still live with them).
So my plan is to wait until covid eases up a little bit and I can fly the across country. I then plan on living rough and starving myself until i cannot physically starve myself any longer. I then plan to either hang myself or drown myself.
Due to the high heart rate due to starvation, and the already low blood pressure due to it too, I will pass out very quickly. I will also have a higher chance of dying when unconscious, either due to a heart attack or the norms causes of death via this form of suicide.

I have anorexia so I'm pretty much a pro when it comes to not eating, so I'll be able to do so. I also have experienced heart problems and passing out due to not eating so i know when I'll be ready.

I just want to minimise the suffering and cognitive brain functions, so I'll be more unlikely to subconsciously talk myself out of dying (like I did last time ).
Terrible plan seems like prolonged torture there is much better ways to doing so.
 
life !s boring

life !s boring

New Member
Aug 17, 2023
4
I think it's like 6 or 7 days with out water and you die for going with out food it can be up to months. I don't want you suffer a horrible fate like that
 
Captive_Mind515

Captive_Mind515

King or street sweeper, dance with grim reaper!
Jul 18, 2023
433
I think it's like 6 or 7 days with out water and you die for going with out food it can be up to months. I don't want you suffer a horrible fate like that

This is a zombie thread, but anyway you've hit on an important point.

People looking to ctb without access to assisted dying or other methods, often refuse food and water to speed up death. I knew someone who had MND, who did this. It is sometimes known as voluntary palliated starvation - but really the key is the water. Any intake of water, however small, can prolong the dying process. But done correctly and supervised, however, it should be a relatively painless process. Usually, people are in a severely weakened state already from their illness, so the body doesn't have a lot of fight left at that stage.
 
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Death is my goal

Death is my goal

pathetic failure
Aug 25, 2022
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Yep I do but I'm new and I'm trying to unlock the search feature so I can do more research so I don't really care.
lol yeah keep bumping old threads then
 
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