I picked out a spot today.

[dwindlingfirst]

Today I went for a short walk to some nearby woods and found a good sort of secluded spot, where someone would find me after I ctb, but very likely would not find me until I was gone. It has a nice view of nature and it's beauty so I can leave peacefully and hopefully without much suffering. I just hope it's not a kid who finds me. I have yet to decide when, but I at least know where, and I decided partial hanging is gonna be my method, since I can't get my hands on any SN or anything.

 

[CentreMid]

The woods are a generally good spot to go with. The tricky part is finding a tree that will support your full body weight. Don't forget to take the involuntary thrashing into account as well. It's one thing to hold your full weight, it's another thing to hold your full weight while thrashing/twitching/moving about. Best of luck.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find freedom from your suffering, I admire those with the courage for this method.

 

[dwindlingfirst]

I admire those with the courage for this method.

why? I thought it wasn't painful if done properly?

 

[FuneralCry]

why? I thought it wasn't painful if done properly?

Because to me hanging sounds like a difficult and risky method to succeed with, it scares me personally, that's why I admire those who manage to go through with it.

 

[dwindlingfirst]

Because to me hanging sounds like a difficult and risky method to succeed with, it scares me personally, that's why I admire those who manage to go through with it.

Yeah, if I had more options, I'd probably have done that instead