bennay
Lost traveler
- Sep 2, 2021
- 111
So my wife was killed in an accident and I was also in the same accident with her.
I have chronic pain, insomnia, ptsd, depression/anxiety.
I have seen a few doctors about all this but my energy over time just keeps draining faster and faster regardless of meds. Those that I have talked to will say "try this" "try that" but the thing is after so many…..I don't want to do it anymore, like my reason for being, my reason for happiness is gone.
Ive been trying to do things on my own to try and regain some sense of life, but no matter what I do or where I go, i just want to be with her.
idk anymore what percentage of me wanting to leave is because of her dying or the daily pain that I feel.
I guess I'm just wondering would it be so bad if the primary reason is for her?
I'm just so lost, and feeling plain out done with this life.
I have chronic pain, insomnia, ptsd, depression/anxiety.
I have seen a few doctors about all this but my energy over time just keeps draining faster and faster regardless of meds. Those that I have talked to will say "try this" "try that" but the thing is after so many…..I don't want to do it anymore, like my reason for being, my reason for happiness is gone.
Ive been trying to do things on my own to try and regain some sense of life, but no matter what I do or where I go, i just want to be with her.
idk anymore what percentage of me wanting to leave is because of her dying or the daily pain that I feel.
I guess I'm just wondering would it be so bad if the primary reason is for her?
I'm just so lost, and feeling plain out done with this life.