Method I need to die by accident, any tips?

[BrokenByTheSystem]

I can't kill myself, I don't want my parents end up blaming each other, I need it to be an accident so they look at it and think "well, shit happens, what can we do". If I kill myself I'm afraid they'll blame themselves for not trying to help me or something like that, which is not the case because I don't even want help, I don't want to get better.

Other thing is that I don't have the courage to cease my own existence, that's nearly impossible to me.

I've been trying to passively kill myself in these last years due to lack of care or looking for some fast accident, but I barely leave my own bedroom the odds are against me.

My blood tests are sightly bad but not enough to kill me, my vitamin D is extremely low, but not sure if it can lead to anything fatal.

So I wonder how can I end up dying? It doesn't need to be a certain death, but maybe something that if I do regularly have good chances of end up in a fatal accident and killing me. That's what I need.

I'm not afraid of the pain or suffering, as long as it leads to certain death.

 

[difficvltmachineryy]

Not looking when crossing a road so a car or other vehicle hits you, but to me it sounds painful and if you end up you have to live with the damage done to your body. Also sleeping with a scarf or necklace, it might wrap around your neck and suffocate you in sleep. I don't know, but i am sorry youre feeling this way ♡

 

[diealegend24]

I'm tired of OCD. I can't live like this anymore. Imagine constantly hearing "kill yourself", "what if you kill yourself?", "I'm gonna kill myself", and etc.

My little brother died last week Monday from cancer and I can't even focus on grieving.

Tbh before his death I was barely hanging on. Now I honestly don't even care anymore.

I also need method to mask it as an accident or somewhere I can die where I won't ever be found. My brother died last week my parents don't need this.

 

[SoverignDreamer97]

You are not ready.

1. "You cannot please everyone; control the things you can control." ~Suncha Ferreira (Victus Group)/Mark 8:36, Matthew 13:12

2. The grass withers, the flowers fade, because the breath of the Lord blows upon it; surely the people are grass.
The grass withers, the flowers fade, but the word of our God stands forever. (Isaiah 40:7-8)

3. The world hates liabilities, and would rather they not exist, as much as the rules dictate that all life is inherently valuable. (Proverbs 25:17)

Therefore, as much as I desire to live, and that a world without me would be awfully dull and grey, this isn't up to me; if I die, I die; though my father, mother, and the whole world forsake me, the Lord will bring me up. (Esther 4:11, Psalm 27:10)