I need to CTB but

[liljeep]

What mail I receive is monitored (and the abuser opens the packages if they seem suspicious), I have limited and somewhat supervised transportation from my home, and no connections in this city. I live in a secluded area near an urban city and I have no ability to walk over and see a neighbor. It's distressing.

posted before I was done writing: my preferred method would be F but I have no way to get it. I don't know anyone and my mail will be confiscated if I order it. All I have are psychiatric meds. I'm so sick of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering, I also wish for a painless way to just be free from this existence but anyway I wish you the best, I certainly understand that it's so dreadful feeling stuck here.