Help i need something that will make me do anything without guilt or second thoughts.

[lovelulu]

I need some sort of drug or anything that will make me not have any second thoughts at all. I need it so badly so I can ctb. I have all the stuff i need already to kill myself—its not that I dont have the guts, its that I keep having guilt and so much stuff I still have to do and ill just feel terrible for leaving my family. I need something that'll make me not feel bad one bit. It's all I need.

 

[Aphid]

wouldn't it be better to take multiple things at once to induce euphoria and death?

 

[lovelulu]

wouldn't it be better to take multiple things at once to induce euphoria and death?

you are right—since im planning to do partial hanging. Maybe something that'll make me real drowsy?

 

[qtk5436]

If you feel like your family and parts of life are worth staying for don't force that away

 

[Front Back]

you are right—since im planning to do partial hanging. Maybe something that'll make me real drowsy?

Alcohol'll do, and that's pretty easy to obtain.
but yeah, you're afraid for a reason and maybe it's your instinct trying to hold on to what maybe matters to you, remember A hesitated YES is a NO.

 

[SoverignDreamer97]

How about this: "You can't please everyone; control the things you can control." ~Suncha