(I'm not a native speaker. I'm using a dictionary to write this and some basic grammar rules I learned in school and on the internet. I hope you don't mind. I'm not trying to be direspectful, I'm just desperate and don't have time to learn proper english. I apologize for possible mistakes or unwanted bad manners)
This is the only method accessible to me, because I can't get my hands on drugs, poison, guns, 100% helium or whatever. I can't find any place to jump and even If find one I won't have the balls to do it. Please don't recommend me to use something else.
When I try to tighten the loop around my neck with the stick I'm using, it never closes both carotid arteries, if it closes any at all. Although I can feel the loop very tight and uncomfortable on one side. I tried by using at first a shirt with a plastic stick and after that a shoe string with a spoon. No difference.
I read in the 800 pages book I don't remember the name, that you should tighten the loop above the Adam's apple rapidly with your stick and after a minute or 10 seconds you faint or feel pressure in your head and then you faint and die. It also says that It shouldn't be very uncomfortamble.
Maybe I'm just an idiot who can't figure out simple things, I lived like a lazy pussy my whole life, but I don't understand what in the devil's name I'm doing wrong. Old people do it in hospitals, and I don't think they have the time to find tricks or practice hard in their condition. I tried moving the stick on the other side of my neck and try to tighten the loop there a little too, but without any result.I'm very skinny. Do I have to tighten till it cuts my skin or what? What if I just use a knife and cut the arteries and be done with it? Will it be quick and painless?
If any of you guys that have tried this and fainted or felt the pressure in the head can explain this to me in detail like how you would explain to a little kid I would be very grateful.
[I have no intention to kill myself, this is just for playing the choking game.The method and the knife part of my post was just to get attention. I hope you don't call the cops or ban me]
Thanks for answers
This is the only method accessible to me, because I can't get my hands on drugs, poison, guns, 100% helium or whatever. I can't find any place to jump and even If find one I won't have the balls to do it. Please don't recommend me to use something else.
When I try to tighten the loop around my neck with the stick I'm using, it never closes both carotid arteries, if it closes any at all. Although I can feel the loop very tight and uncomfortable on one side. I tried by using at first a shirt with a plastic stick and after that a shoe string with a spoon. No difference.
I read in the 800 pages book I don't remember the name, that you should tighten the loop above the Adam's apple rapidly with your stick and after a minute or 10 seconds you faint or feel pressure in your head and then you faint and die. It also says that It shouldn't be very uncomfortamble.
Maybe I'm just an idiot who can't figure out simple things, I lived like a lazy pussy my whole life, but I don't understand what in the devil's name I'm doing wrong. Old people do it in hospitals, and I don't think they have the time to find tricks or practice hard in their condition. I tried moving the stick on the other side of my neck and try to tighten the loop there a little too, but without any result.I'm very skinny. Do I have to tighten till it cuts my skin or what? What if I just use a knife and cut the arteries and be done with it? Will it be quick and painless?
If any of you guys that have tried this and fainted or felt the pressure in the head can explain this to me in detail like how you would explain to a little kid I would be very grateful.
[I have no intention to kill myself, this is just for playing the choking game.The method and the knife part of my post was just to get attention. I hope you don't call the cops or ban me]
Thanks for answers
