I need other options

[whatstheporpoise15]

Right now my options are limited. I haven't been able to drive in months due to health issues and am living in a household where I rarely get to be alone.

My option to drown in a backyard pool will not be an option soon because summer will be over. I would need everyone to be gone anyone and make sure the neighbors aren't home.

I have a relative that lives in a 15+ story building with a rooftop deck. I could jump from there but again, there's the issue of trying to be alone and also the fact that I'm scared of heights and would likely chicken out.

I wish N were an option but it's not. There's nowhere in my house to hang. SN—quite frankly I don't want to spend the last hour of my life with horrendous pain and vomiting.

Does anyone have any ideas at all? Perhaps self-strangulation somehow? I'm feeling desperate. I need something that I can prep for on the down-low.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand having limited method options, it's why I'm still here. It's unfair how it's this difficult to die, we have already suffered enough. I think that all anyone can do is look at the information in the resources section and decide what is best for themselves. If it was easier to leave I would already be gone. I'm sorry that you are in this desperate situation. I hope that you find relief.

 

[niiina]

For hanging you can do a partial suspension and use the doorknob, if you attach the ligature over the side of the door to the opposite door knob
But you need at least 30min to be sure to not be ""saved""

 

[whatstheporpoise15]

For hanging you can do a partial suspension and use the doorknob, if you attach the ligature over the side of the door to the opposite door knob
But you need at least 30min to be sure to not be ""saved""

Partial doesn't seem to have a super high success rate from what I've read. I'll definitely look into it more because it seems pretty accessible.

 

[OriShroom31]

Right now my options are limited. I haven't been able to drive in months due to health issues and am living in a household where I rarely get to be alone.

My option to drown in a backyard pool will not be an option soon because summer will be over. I would need everyone to be gone anyone and make sure the neighbors aren't home.

I have a relative that lives in a 15+ story building with a rooftop deck. I could jump from there but again, there's the issue of trying to be alone and also the fact that I'm scared of heights and would likely chicken out.

I wish N were an option but it's not. There's nowhere in my house to hang. SN—quite frankly I don't want to spend the last hour of my life with horrendous pain and vomiting.

Does anyone have any ideas at all? Perhaps self-strangulation somehow? I'm feeling desperate. I need something that I can prep for on the down-low.

I understand you perfectly. I have an absolutely similar situation, I have almost no time to be alone. But still I can recommend some options.
1) Try to consider a jump from a height, I'm almost sure that there are many tall houses in your city (even mine has 22 storeys within an hour's walk). Just stand at the intercom and wait for someone to come out, at this moment pretend that you just came to the door and come in. It works flawlessly for me. If someone comes in, just say that you are waiting for a friend, all questions will immediately disappear. In principle, this method is quite good, but it's damn scary. At my first attempts, I was sweating so much that salt from sweat appeared on my pants. In short, it's very scary, but fast, painless and almost guaranteed. The main thing is not to fall on the car, snow, tree, and other things that can increase your chances

2) Try to go to the forest and hang yourself there. Say that you went to your friends for the night, to the city center, anywhere, and take the train yourself and drive to the nearest forest.

 

[befree]

Carbon monoxid, inert gases (helium or nitrogen).