Hi everyone. I've posted a lot about my situation already and really don't feel like repeating myself but basically I'm in crisis rn. Long story short I had an amazing gf, dumped her for no reason, tried to get her back, she changed her mind and said she didn't want to. I've been trying to respect her decision and move on myself but its hard. Anyway we were snapping back and forth for a while pretty late to about 2 am, then suddenly she gets up and goes to a guy's apartment. She says he's an old friend and they arent doing anything just hanging out but I know that no one gets up at 2 am and drives 20 min to spend the night with a friend for no reason. I know it's none of my business at all but that dooesn't make it hurt any less. I don't know what to feel. My stomach hurts, I've gone to the bathrooom 3 times in the last hour and a half. I feel like crying but I have no tears available at the moment. My whole body is shakin causing me to consstantly make typos as I write this. Please if anyone sees this shoot me a message? I really could use someone to talk to. Thanks for reading and peace to everyone as always
Edit: Of course, I'm very well aware that many others are in places far worse than me, but I'm genuinely not certain I will live to see two more sunrises. MAybe this is kind of actually a good thing? The 13th reason I need to finally push me to the end and ctb? I guess that's a way to look at it
2nd Edit: Idek if private messages are a thing on here. But anyone could reply as well
Edit: Of course, I'm very well aware that many others are in places far worse than me, but I'm genuinely not certain I will live to see two more sunrises. MAybe this is kind of actually a good thing? The 13th reason I need to finally push me to the end and ctb? I guess that's a way to look at it
2nd Edit: Idek if private messages are a thing on here. But anyone could reply as well
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