Venting I need it to stop

[bugbugbug]

I need it to stop, I can't stop thinking about them and it's killing me. I'm so drunk right now and I can't breathe. Every single time I think of them I'm so sick and they promised. They promised they would never do this to me. I can't stop thinking about them and I feel so broken in ways I never thought possible
Does anybody know how to stop feeling this way as a person with bpd, they were my favorite person and we had lived together for 10 years
Oh my gosh I'm losing it
Genuinely anybody that can talk to me right now

 

[truehappiness]

I need it to stop, I can't stop thinking about them and it's killing me. I'm so drunk right now and I can't breathe. Every single time I think of them I'm so sick and they promised. They promised they would never do this to me. I can't stop thinking about them and I feel so broken in ways I never thought possible
Does anybody know how to stop feeling this way as a person with bpd, they were my favorite person and we had lived together for 10 years
Oh my gosh I'm losing it
Genuinely anybody that can talk to me right now

I am so damn sorry, that you have to go through this pain I am always here to text<3

I know how terrible this feels and the entire situation was so very relatable.
You are not alone

 

[TheTwelthRootOfTwo]

I need it to stop, I can't stop thinking about them and it's killing me. I'm so drunk right now and I can't breathe. Every single time I think of them I'm so sick and they promised. They promised they would never do this to me. I can't stop thinking about them and I feel so broken in ways I never thought possible
Does anybody know how to stop feeling this way as a person with bpd, they were my favorite person and we had lived together for 10 years
Oh my gosh I'm losing it
Genuinely anybody that can talk to me right now

I know how awful that is, to lose your "favorite person". It's a pain i hope to never experience again. Sending hugs.

 

[behindtheveil]

It's hurting bad, I am sure. But like a new dawn converges over the shadowy night sky, I hope that a miracle happens to you and heal your bleeding heart.

 

[mold]

same boat as you right now, it all sucks so bad dude. wishing you well