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greyblue_bian

greyblue_bian

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So, I need help with finding out which drugs kill you slowly, maybe in 10-20 minutes or so. Something that hurts but kills you slowly? I don't know if that exists and I've already tried looking up some things but can't really find anything that matches what I'm looking for. I also don't know where to get anything. I think I have a pretty good plan of getting away to do it but I'm not sure what would be the best way to go. Also, do you think an AirBNB is better than a hotel/motel room? Thanks for anything.
 
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Ta555

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Why do you want something that kills slowly?
 
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I'll choose big hotel for more privacy
 
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So, I need help with finding out which drugs kill you slowly, maybe in 10-20 minutes or so. Something that hurts but kills you slowly? I don't know if that exists and I've already tried looking up some things but can't really find anything that matches what I'm looking for. I also don't know where to get anything. I think I have a pretty good plan of getting away to do it but I'm not sure what would be the best way to go. Also, do you think an AirBNB is better than a hotel/motel room? Thanks for anything.
SN (sodium nitrite) is exactly what you're looking for, my choice is the same

it takes around 20 minutes until you fall asleep, and if you follow the proper regime, it's almost painless
 
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SN (sodium nitrite) is exactly what you're looking for, my choice is the same

it takes around 20 minutes until you fall asleep, and if you follow the proper regime, it's almost painless
Thanks
Why do you want something that kills slowly?
Just my ideal way to go. Also, I want to listen to music to keep myself from stopping myself.
SN (sodium nitrite) is exactly what you're looking for, my choice is the same

it takes around 20 minutes until you fall asleep, and if you follow the proper regime, it's almost painless
What is exactly "the proper regime"?
 
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May 5, 2022
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Thanks

Just my ideal way to go. Also, I want to listen to music to keep myself from stopping myself.

What is exactly "the proper regime"?

@bianbianbianbian

Hi

There is a lot of information in the links below that are good to reasearch and then make the decision on your own method.

Lostallhope shows you different methods as well as success rates

Lostallhope

Peaceful Pill Handbook

You can also download the PPH ebook for more detailed methods

PPH

You can also read through the Sanctioned Suicide forum for the latest information as well as ask for specific help from members.

SS resource compilation

i hope this will help you and give you a lot more knowledge before you make the ultimate decision.

Thanks
London333
 
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