I need a friend just as psycho as me

[nlpgirl99]

I've always dreamt of meeting someone, romantically or platonically to plan a ctb trip with. Someone who knows what's it like to be at this point. We'd run up a shit ton of credit cards, travel, dance, try every drug and then lay down for the final night before taking SN. Bonnie and Clyde suicide style. Or Bonnie and Bonnie, I like girls too lol. I wish I had someone to talk to. I have zero friends, just me. Mehh I'm just blabbing. Are we not allowed to exchange numbers on here? I just wanna shit talk and trauma dump with another human who hates existing.

 

[Looking]

I'm sure you can exchange phone numbers in private, if it's something you have a desire to do, but I don't recommend it. The last thing you want to do is give someone your phone number and then they report you for suicidal ideation & intentions.

 

[nlpgirl99]

I'm sure you can exchange phone numbers in private, if it's something you have a desire to do, but I don't recommend it. The last thing you want to do is give someone your phone number and then they report you for suicidal ideation & intentions.

True, definitely only in private. There's a lot or pro lifers lurking

 

[Looking]

I have a genuine question - so I hope it doesn't come off as impolite: Is there a reason why you're so open about who you are on here? Aren't you worried about family or friends finding you're on here? Or some stranger finding your personal information and reporting you?

 

[mondaymornings]

Honestly if I wasn't so anxious and paranoid I might take up your offer, it sounds like a lot of fun! Also I love your outfit in the third pic.

 

[nlpgirl99]

I have a genuine question - so I hope it doesn't come off as impolite: Is there a reason why you're so open about who you are on here? Aren't you worried about family or friends finding you're on here? Or some stranger finding your personal information and reporting you?

I honestly don't care, I'll be gone in a few days.

 

[pulsar]

Do you really think people care all that much to find someone on some random internet site, unless they are your stalker or something?
I=I would be your friend, but you're going to be gone. I don't believe you though. How come I can't make any postings? You have to be some sanctioned suicide ancient jedi master to make your own posting? I suppose I could read the rules, but I hate rules, and instructions, and bureaucracy. Do you know how many freaking times I have had to call usaa insurance to come pick up my car some stupid kid ran into that they won't pay to fix in the last month? I did finally get a check though even though they haven't picked it up. Maybe I should go to Las Vegas and jump off the Stratasphere. I don't know how the hell you spell that. I'm sure all of Vegas is jump proofed though so I guess I would have to jump off the Space Needle or something.
I=I. Cute typo I made.
Like the NSA isn't already spying on everything you post here anyway? Wonder what Snowden is up to these days. Putin deserves to die.

 

[Mimi_]

I honestly don't care, I'll be gone in a few days.

what if it fails? Would you still don't care.
Be careful please, there is a lot of creepy incels here

 

[pulsar]

Why do you deserve to suffer Mimi? What have you done that is so terrible? Oh the drama here.

 

[Rob1984]

We'd run up a shit ton of credit cards, travel, dance, try every drug and then lay down for the final night before taking SN. Bonnie and Clyde suicide style.

Sounds like you're envisioning a Hollywood movie or something; some very dramatic and bittersweet journey.

There seems to be more things you wanna experience in life, so why not experience them?

Dancing is free and you can do it literally now. If you wanna do it with someone, I'm sure there's a place near you that has public dancing (unless you live in the middle of nowhere).

Traveling doesn't have to actually be very expensive (depending how you do it and where you go). Even going a couple towns over can be a fun adventure.

You can try lots of different drugs at any time, and for a small cost.

I wouldn't encourage the credit card thing. If you create a large debt but then decide you really wanna live, then you will be in a very bad situation.

If you found someone to do all these things with, I actually don't think you would wanna ctb in the end… just saying :/