I need a favor / Goodbye thread

[FakeSmileGuy]

Hi, my name is Alex, I'm killing myself today.

I was wondering if anyone here could do me a favor, I'm finally gonna ctb, and I've chosen a very secluded and beautiful area to do it, but there will be no cell service. I need someone to call 911 at 10:00pm, and let them know a person has committed suicide. I'm afraid of someone finding me, I'd rather not traumatize anyone.

I'll be at Blue Lake, Bishop, California. Please don't call before 10:00pm

Thank you for this.

Thank you to everyone on this website. Thank you for listening to me, and talking to me and giving me comfort. I regret not living my life differently. I regret hurting my family. I have a lot of regrets, but at least it'll all be over soon.

Thank you to everyone, farewell.

If I'm still alive somehow, I'll come back and say hi :)

 

[Glazed_Orange]

just send an email, schedule it for the time you expect to die. i'd spend time convincing you not to kill yourself if you have the time, if not, i get it. life's miserable

 

[FakeSmileGuy]

Okay, I'll give that a try, thank you. So even if I don't have any data, it'll still send?

 

[Glazed_Orange]

Okay, I'll give that a try, thank you. So even if I don't have any data, it'll still send?

can i ask why you feel so strongly about death, i was feeling very suicidal today. i wanna commit, but i also want to live i guess. im stuck haha

 

[FakeSmileGuy]

I've just made things too bad for myself, I've fucked up too much. I don't feel like I deserve to keep going. Also, I've just kept pushing this back, I found myself just pushing the date back indefinitely and finally decided to just do it.
I feel like life can also be very beautiful, and that there can be a lot to live for

 

[TitianCashew26]

@FakeSmileGuy

What method, if you don't mind me asking?

 

[Glazed_Orange]

I've just made things too bad for myself, I've fucked up too much. I don't feel like I deserve to keep going. Also, I've just kept pushing this back, I found myself just pushing the date back indefinitely and finally decided to just do it.
I feel like life can also be very beautiful, and that there can be a lot to live for

You're right when you say there's a lot to live for, hell the spot you chose to die in is very beautiful. It's now a dream for me to go and pay a visit, makes me wonder what else you know about :)

I've just made things too bad for myself, I've fucked up too much. I don't feel like I deserve to keep going. Also, I've just kept pushing this back, I found myself just pushing the date back indefinitely and finally decided to just do it.
I feel like life can also be very beautiful, and that there can be a lot to live for

If I may add, it's never too late to change things. No matter how badly you feel you may or may not have left things :D

 

[MeSauce]

just looked it up on google maps, good god that is beautiful

 

[Glazed_Orange]

just looked it up on google maps, good god that is beautiful

just looked it up on google maps, good god that is beautiful

Worth a trip for sure :)

 

[FakeSmileGuy]

@FakeSmileGuy

What method, if you don't mind me asking?

Probably suicide

You're right when you say there's a lot to live for, hell the spot you chose to die in is very beautiful. It's now a dream for me to go and pay a visit, makes me wonder what else you know about :)

If I may add, it's never too late to change things. No matter how badly you feel you may or may not have left things :D

Haha I don't know about much, I'm just 18

@FakeSmileGuy

What method, if you don't mind me asking?

Seriously though, I'll split my carotid artery. If I can't bring myself to do it, I'll hang myself, I wont go partial

 

[darksouls]

wish your soul infinite peace

 

[Glazed_Orange]

Okay, I'll give that a try, thank you. So even if I don't have any data, it'll still send?

yes. as long as you do it ahead of time

Probably suicide

Haha I don't know about much, I'm just 18

Seriously though, I'll split my carotid artery. If I can't bring myself to do it, I'll hang myself, I wont go partial

18 and already suicidal. whats the issue?

 

[J&L383]

 

[csdfghjjk_user]

I've just made things too bad for myself, I've fucked up too much. I don't feel like I deserve to keep going. Also, I've just kept pushing this back, I found myself just pushing the date back indefinitely and finally decided to just do it.
I feel like life can also be very beautiful, and that there can be a lot to live for

What do u mean you made things too bad for yourself? What happend? At 18 you are still very young. I thought I should have had my life figured out, but it's a lot trial and error. If you can see beauty and always postponed the date, are you sure there isn't a part in you that wants to keep going and see what can happen? I know time moves differently at 18 and it can feel like it has been ages and maybe some demage is irreparable. I am not going to convince you, I don't know your pain, and I wish you peace, but if you want to talk over PM, you can message me.

 

[Withered]

Thinking about you bro.

 

[TitianCashew26]

18—pain can happen at any time, I suppose, not just when someone's older. Although yeah—18, too young. Won't pretend to understand where that person's coming from, but hoping that peace is found without CTB for OP.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find peace from suffering, I wish you the best.

 

[c.c]

May you rest in peace and find happiness regardless of how it goes

 

[Apathy79]

Anyone end up calling like he asked?

 

[FakeSmileGuy]

I was found, I spent ten days in a mental hospital.

 

[itsoverforme303]

I was found, I spent ten days in a mental hospital.

I hope life gets better for you.

 

[Hymn223]

I was found, I spent ten days in a mental hospital.

are you doing okay?