I have this vague memory of mentioning this site to my friend, and him asking me what it was called, and feeling weird about it. Like something wasn't right. Then again it could have been a convo with my brother that I'm confusing. Either way, I hate being alive without him.
I need to find the energy to rehome my dog. I am starting to understand how murder suicide happens, not that I would ever kill my dog, but I also have such a hard time leaving her behind, I want her to have the best life possible.
I guess none of it matters anyway, I have no working method. I just don't wear my seatbelt, hike alone at dusk, just pray the lumps in my breast are cancerous. Anything to get me out of here.
I need to find the energy to rehome my dog. I am starting to understand how murder suicide happens, not that I would ever kill my dog, but I also have such a hard time leaving her behind, I want her to have the best life possible.
I guess none of it matters anyway, I have no working method. I just don't wear my seatbelt, hike alone at dusk, just pray the lumps in my breast are cancerous. Anything to get me out of here.
