Help i might give up on ctb, but the price would be to leave everything behind

[Leaving-Soon]

I was considering a new start recently - until I realized I can't run away from… myself.

However OP might be in totally different situation, and if it's the environment what's causing the hurt, then by all means, go for it and try the change. You can always CTB later, should this plan fail.

 

[Bonkers]

I could probably find something, it's best for the employer actually, as he wouldn't have to pay any taxes. the passport would be so i could travel around the world, but i guess that can be taken care of lately.

unfortunately, there isn't.
I'll try to use this quarantine time to get ready i guess. it'd be hard to find a job right now i think.

Is it possible to find live-in service work in another city? Hotel maid/nanny/waitress, that'd give you a bed and cash and a way out. Or hospitals sometimes have shared / subsidised accommodation. These are just my thoughts, please ignore them if they're not helpful.

 

[ecmnesia]

Is it possible to find live-in service work in another city? Hotel maid/nanny/waitress, that'd give you a bed and cash and a way out. Or hospitals sometimes have shared / subsidised accommodation. These are just my thoughts, please ignore them if they're not helpful.

actually this a great idea. i havent thought about it before. thanks for your insight, i think it might help not only me, but other users as well.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

You're unlikely to make any good decisions about dying if it comes to you basically forcing yourself. I would say do whatever you can to live if you feel like it's worth it, and if you can't cope in the end you can always come back to dying.