I made my mind up. I'm CTB tomorrow.

[Outandproud]

You still here?

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Sorry I missed your goodbye. I hope you are at peace now.

 

[flightless bird]

 

[User110504]

Find peace, my dear friend.. I hope your pass to the other side was painless..

 

[Disappointered]

 

[phantomisgone]

Hey everyone. So I was found and someone called the police on me and I was hospitalized. Just got out today.
They said that I was actually gone but they brought me back.
I plan to get help for myself and don't plan attempting anymore.
Thank you all for the help and support.

 

[Orchidia]

Were you in your house?, What happened?

 

[SectOfValtiel]

Hey everyone. So I was found and someone called the police on me and I was hospitalized. Just got out today.
They said that I was actually gone but they brought me back.
I plan to get help for myself and don't plan attempting anymore.
Thank you all for the help and support.

Its good to hear you got another chance, I hope things work out for you this time

 

[phantomisgone]

Were you in your house?, What happened?

In my apartment. I go to college and my roommates found me nearly not breathing and called 911 on me. Was dead at the hospital but given another chance I suppose

 

[flightless bird]

In my apartment. I go to college and my roommates found me nearly not breathing and called 911 on me. Was dead at the hospital but given another chance I suppose

I'm so sorry you've been through all this. Was it very terrible?

 

[EndlessDespair]

In my apartment. I go to college and my roommates found me nearly not breathing and called 911 on me. Was dead at the hospital but given another chance I suppose

Can you give us a list of symptoms you experienced and rate the pain from 1 to 10?

 

[phantomisgone]

Can you give us a list of symptoms you experienced and rate the pain from 1 to 10?

The only symptom I felt was a rapid heart rate and vomiting.
When I drank the stuff, I vomited it out but it was concentrated enough to where it would have killed me anyway w/o a second glass.

Other than that, there was really no pain. I was knocked out in about 10 minutes. It's really a peaceful way to go. 9/10 for painlessness.

 

[JayJay]

I have to do this. I started doing Stan's guide and starving myself. Just need to continue to fast and CTB after 9 pm, when I get off of work.

One of my friends was expecting to see me during Thanksgiving break, but he won't. This is the only thing that makes me upset because he just got back from the military and for him to hear that I've passed, will destroy him. But I really have to do this. It's time that I do things for my own benefit and interest. They will need to move on in order not to hurt themselves emotionally. Plus, they'll find new people. People who are better, smarter, more attractive, and just more compatible than I ever would be.

I just hope that SN isn't painful. After doing a lot of research and reading from other members, it should just be slightly uncomfortable. I'm sure I can stay on the bus for it. I will update more periodically tomorrow.

Take your time. Don't rush death. It's an outcome we'll all meet eventually. But if you feel that you're ready, then CTB. I'm sorry that this world had treated you with so much pain. Have you gotten some antiemetics? And also, try not to eat too much before taking SN. Best travels. Hope you find what you're looking for

 

[Sanctuary]

I have to do this. I started doing Stan's guide and starving myself. Just need to continue to fast and CTB after 9 pm, when I get off of work.

One of my friends was expecting to see me during Thanksgiving break, but he won't. This is the only thing that makes me upset because he just got back from the military and for him to hear that I've passed, will destroy him. But I really have to do this. It's time that I do things for my own benefit and interest. They will need to move on in order not to hurt themselves emotionally. Plus, they'll find new people. People who are better, smarter, more attractive, and just more compatible than I ever would be.

I just hope that SN isn't painful. After doing a lot of research and reading from other members, it should just be slightly uncomfortable. I'm sure I can stay on the bus for it. I will update more periodically tomorrow.

peaceful travels

 

[readytosleep4eva]

Did you take any ae?