Method I made my cocktail

[Jakethepug]

I'm sitting here a few hours before work. I cleaned my place and fully groomed myself. This method, 40g of Caffeine pills in a blueberry and raspberry smoothie with honey, should take somewhere between 15 minutes and 2 hours. I haven't drank it yet but I need to. That inner "human desire to stay alive" is really kicking in.

 

[ouvreyes]

Make sure you're ready. You have time before work, and I'm not a chemist but I don't think that's something that can go bad? We're here for whatever you do, man.

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

Oh, that sounds like quite an uncomfortable way to go, I'm sorry if I am a debbie downer but it sounds lethal enough though I'm no chemist *lowers my head* Good luck to you my friend, whatever the outcome <3

 

[Jakethepug]

People have killed themselves in worse ways. The more research I did into "what it feels like to have you heart stop," from people who've had heart attacks or whatever, most of the people's stories I read said they didn't really understand what was happening. It was a lot of numbness, but it wasn't any sort of huge amount of pain. It was numbness through the arms and shoulders and in their chest, and before they knew it they were passing out and rushed to a hospital. I think it's made it look extremely painful in movies and it's imagined to be terrible.

 

[ouvreyes]

People have killed themselves in worse ways. The more research I did into "what it feels like to have you heart stop," from people who've had heart attacks or whatever, most of the people's stories I read said they didn't really understand what was happening. It was a lot of numbness, but it wasn't any sort of huge amount of pain. It was numbness through the arms and shoulders and in their chest, and before they knew it they were passing out and rushed to a hospital. I think it's made it look extremely painful in movies and it's imagined to be terrible.

You choose your own method, man.

 

[Jakethepug]

I'm calling in sick to work. I don't want that pressure. Plus I'll be doing them a favor anyway, in the short run at least. The favor being letting them know I won't come in today.

 

[ouvreyes]

I'm calling in sick to work. I don't want that pressure. Plus I'll be doing them a favor anyway, in the short run at least. The favor being letting them know I won't come in today.

Good call. Make sure you're ready, you've got time to think.

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

People have killed themselves in worse ways. The more research I did into "what it feels like to have you heart stop," from people who've had heart attacks or whatever, most of the people's stories I read said they didn't really understand what was happening. It was a lot of numbness, but it wasn't any sort of huge amount of pain. It was numbness through the arms and shoulders and in their chest, and before they knew it they were passing out and rushed to a hospital. I think it's made it look extremely painful in movies and it's imagined to be terrible.

I see, well hopefully so, and indeed it's your choice *bows with respect*

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

I saw another user tried that about a month or two ago and all it did was make her horrendously sick. Hope it turns out alright for you

 

[Jakethepug]

I found two websites claiming what a lethal does is to a 80kg male, and I doubled the larger dose.

 

[wanttodie]

I'm sitting here a few hours before work. I cleaned my place and fully groomed myself. This method, 40g of Caffeine pills i in a blueberry and raspberry smoothie with honey, should take somewhere between 15 minutes and 2 hours. I haven't drank it yet but I need to. That inner "human desire to stay alive" is really kicking in.

40g of Caffeine pills how do,s it kill you and how do you go about getting 40g of Caffeine pills i may trey it pm me about it if you want and good luck

 

[Miss clefable]

I saw another user tried that about a month or two ago and all it did was make her horrendously sick. Hope it turns out alright for you

Yes it was me please don't it's awful instead try od on anti-malaria pills with benzodiazepines

 

[Jakethepug]

40g of Caffeine pills how do,s it kill you and how do you go about getting 40g of Caffeine pills i may trey it pm me about it if you want and good luck

I bought the pills at Walgreens. I went to the CVS to buy more pills and relieve my paranoia of them keeping track of how many pills one buys. But the CVS was actually more expensive lol. They were $10.99, buy one get one 50% for 100 pills, 200mg each. I'm thinking maybe I should've just ate the pills, because ground up into a smoothie makes me retch, but alas I've already started drinking it as of 5 minutes ago. I figured I'd make another post, to boost my morale and... you know the feeling. I'm watching Wristcutters: A Love Story to help lighten the mood.

 

[Jakethepug]

I shouldn't even have to drink it all, since I doubled the dose. I'm hoping I can get more than halfway down though.

 

[caffeine]

Trying to overdose on caffeine is completely retarded. Using stimulants to die is a terrible idea in general. They cause alertness, wakefulness, and anxiety. These are obviously undesirable traits for suicide. Your heartrate will skyrocket and each beat will feel like thunder in your chest and you will panic and you will not be able to resist calling for help. I don't even see any mention of antiemetics in this thread; do you think you're going to be able keep 40g of caffeine down without vomiting? You absolutely should not attempt this.

 

[am0]

I found two websites claiming what a lethal does is to a 80kg male, and I doubled the larger dose.

Dude, "two websites" is not a source. If caffeine pills were as lethal as that it would be a lot more. You are just going to fuck yourself up, not die.

 

[Miss clefable]

Trying to overdose on caffeine is completely retarded. Using stimulants to die is a terrible idea in general. They cause alertness, wakefulness, and anxiety. These are obviously undesirable traits for suicide. Your heartrate will skyrocket and each beat will feel like thunder in your chest and you will panic and you will not be able to resist calling for help. I don't even see any mention of antiemetics in this thread; do you think you're going to be able keep 40g of caffeine down without vomiting? You absolutely should not attempt this.

Lol sorry

 

[worldexploder]

The worst panic attack imaginable followed by death....sounds horrible.

My opinion is that you should do it with something sedating.

 

[Sayo]

The worst panic attack imaginable followed by death....sounds horrible.

My opinion is that you should do it with something sedating.

I don't think it would make it much more pleasant at that high a dose unfortunately. Speedballers still die of heart attacks.

 

[worldexploder]

I don't think it would make it much more pleasant at that high a dose unfortunately. Speedballers still die of heart attacks.

I wasn't suggesting he mix in a sedative with the caffeine. I was suggesting that if he wants to die, he should use a method that is sedating - like Nembutal or if desperate enough, heroin and Fentanyl. Anything but a stimulate. Sorry should have been more clear.

 

[Sayo]

I wasn't suggesting he mix in a sedative with the caffeine. I was suggesting that if he wants to die, he should use a method that is sedating - like Nembutal or if desperate enough, heroin and Fentanyl. Anything but a stimulate. Sorry should have been more clear.

My bad! Agreed.

I hope you are okay, at OP. At peace. Maybe it worked out. It's been six hours or so since you reported you started. Rest well.

If not, you are still welcome here.

 

[Help_Me]

I hope it's ok for him. I am a bit worried if he is still alive but not able to type here (for example too sick or hospitalized).But I do hope this won't happen

 

[Finallyhere]

Wow do you guys think he's gone? RIP Jake.

 

[bigj75]

Wow do you guys think he's gone? RIP Jake.

It either worked or he got saved/caught before he died but got locked away.