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doXyyyCycline

New Member
Jul 1, 2023
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I love thinking about ctb
I don't think I actually want to, I've watched lots of people die because of my job and it scares me so much I also believe there is nothing after death which comforts but also fills me with existential dread

I like to think I will ctb when I'm old and everything is the worst it will ever be then I won't have anything keeping me
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,253
I only find nothingness to be comforting personally, in fact for me it's the only comfort, existing is what fills me with dread instead as it's the ultimate cause of all suffering. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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Minsu

Mage
Jan 17, 2023
554
Same, it gives me some kind of relief when I'm depressed for some reason
 

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