Venting I lived.

[trufflydummy]

It hurts so bad. I started it all by just drinking casually bcuz I was home alone. And then I spiraled. I took hard medicine, and drank more. And more. And more. It hurts. I was telling my friends I loved them but I was so casual that no one came to think I was about to CTB.
And no one cared.
And I lived.
And my stomach hurts so bad.
I'm so tired.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds like such an awful experience, I understand why you'd feel so tired, I find it horrible how trying to die can go wrong. But anyway best wishes.