when i'm at work, or before bed, or when i wake up in the middle of the night all i can think about is a chainsaw cutting through my throat, or how it'd feel to have water fill my lungs as i fail to come up for air, or how it'd feel to fall hundreds of feet and hit the ground hard. it's just all i can think about when i'm idle. it's comforting
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