meatfleshprison
kill yourself or get over it
- Apr 7, 2023
- 28
I wanted to be dead by now and yet here I am. I promised I'd never let my happiness rely on someone else ever again, and now I'm here feeling worse than ever because I know they're going to leave me soon just like everyone before. If I couldn't be dead by now I at least hoped I'd be happier but I'm not, I'm still in the same exact spot. I recently got prescribed a beta blocker for migraines and I might just follow through on my SN plan.
It feels like a sign from the universe at this point. There is not a single reason to stay but so many reasons to leave, I'm not even afraid of it anymore. I just want anything better than this.
It feels like a sign from the universe at this point. There is not a single reason to stay but so many reasons to leave, I'm not even afraid of it anymore. I just want anything better than this.